herm~~

these days feel like notink je~~

smtimes hepy

somtimes not

pefrrd staying at wrkplace rather than home

(wat i mean hre is my rent house)

out from hme at 6am~~

cme bck to hme?

ystrday at 7pm~~

tday quite lmbt

myb at 11 pm kot~~

dunnoe~~

hah miss home~~

a.panas~~

really wana b home nw~~

lepak-ing wth my parent n al d sibs~~

my nurse said ''sabr je xlme j lag"

yup~~

easy 4 u to say bt

if u were in my shoes??~~

im juz human...

gt felink n im nt monument~~

its really chllnge my ptient lvel~~

i tnk cn kne heart attck~~

myb my blood prssure is gettin high da ni~~

headache la

wen tinks too much n

nt enough sleeps~~

at opis lately hve to ngadp desktop

typing some stuffs

about safety aids weee~~

welllll...

dunnoe la~~

juz can tink~~

miss u :")

arghhhh!!!!APEKAH!!!!

lately dun really hve d heart

to go home a.k.a ''rent house"

dunnoe la bt hr attitude sgt myakitkn~~~

she cn hve soooo much cnverstion wth new hsmate

bt wth us??

totally out of voices~~~

she's making faces~~~

n rfused tlking wth us~~

stil clear in my mind

wen i was sttng at d eating tble (only frnitre kot)

i was facing her face...

try to talks

ermmm she ignores me lke dat~~

then comes d new hosmate

can talks2 n laugh2 wth her~~~

ooooooooooo wat d~~

dat time i feel soooo damn~~~

then anothr grl arrives~~

her frens la~~~

three of them keep talking to each others

ignoring me~~~

like im nt thre~~

soooo sentapppppp dat time wooo~~~

i dunnoe whre my mstake o if the's any

pleaseee la b honest~~

dun act lke chldish

n more both of u are teacher~~~

is it matured acting lke dat???

ermmmm~~~

GOD~~

cant waits to leaves hre ASAP~~~~

arghhh!!!!

time passess by~~~

GOMEN ne OniKiiiii~~

aiyarrkkkk~~~

pomis to my sis dowan to asks

money frm my parent

BT~~~

weeeehuuhuu~~

ds noOn

''acdentally''

tex to thm askin 4 money

4paying d house rent

~~

sory sis hve tooooo~~

i noe u need money too

sooo dowan to burdning u lg~~

huuuu~~~

weuhhhweeeuhh~~~

wel lasnite ngadu to along~~~

fuhhhhhh~~~

directly kne fireeeeeeee~~~~

booommmmm~~~

uishhhh...

erkkk :P

sentapppppp 4 a moment la~~~

whole nite

i've been thnking

wat she hve told me~~

n yeah..

she is soooo dam true bout me~~~

truth is pain bt

i hve to accepts it~~~

thnks along cz

wke me up~~`

once u gt d truth

u gt hurts

bt im gud n i feels kinda

apprciates her cuz

she understnds myself

more than i do~~

weeee~~

thnks :)

DIZZY~~~

sorry~~

whre shud i begin?

o whre shud i stat~~

wel i dunnoe

jz lately im kinda keep

complainng bout my life..

hates d envrnment n everythng surrounds me

n im kinda easily piss off~~

sory~~

myb i hve to topup

my patient level ~~~

shud b more closed to ALLAH~~~

bt seyesly really dowan to b lke dis

juz wana b me,,

like i used to b~~

wooo~~

im easy goin pson bt

wen ppl mstretd me

dats really gona

piss me off~~

miss my ma n ayah

oso my sibs :')

saye bukn perenang~~

bloody stinky!!oooo Crappp!!!!!

weeeeeuhhhhhhhh~~~

fucking mad now...

i dunnoe bt ooo bloody

annoyed la~~~

we gt new hsmate

o damn....

reallllyyyyy2

damn arrogant!!

wat d hell la~~

we're live under d sme roof kot..

wat d prposed making faces wth us??

arghhh!!!!!!

wel im goin to moves out soon

really soon

dis felink mkes me dowan to stay more longer da

damn~~~

bt my mom said i hve to go back sndri huu

lots of bags kot...

shud try pujuk ayah lagiiiii :)

ermmm..

bck to annying stuff td~~

back dis few days la kn

our hsmte

pon nt really talkin to us

we din mke any mstake pon...

wel wteve la..

cant waits to leave here soon!!!

そんなに不足しています

ay nawawala ka masyado (filipino)

Εσείς λείπει τόσο πολύ (greek)

es que te falta tanto(spanish)

너무 많이 누락 (korean)

Tá tú ag iarraidh an oiread sin (irish)

Отсутствует вы так много(russian)

wel wateve d language abves

al of them gves d same meaning..

only one meaning....

n its really from my deepest heart...

so hard to xpress my real emotion...

its tkes times 4 me to really

xpress my felinks....

ppl might tinks dat im colD

cant stops wat ppl gona says

they'll keep saying

they can say wtever dey likes

s long i noe whr i stands

n who's with me....

i noe is nt easy 4 ppl

to really understnds me...

only sorry from me....

i'll try to gves d best of me

i did tried to tinks simple

but actually my minds is complcated

sumtimes~~~

sumtimes~~~

*sigh*

''peterpan song-menunggumu''

suddenly d anthem playing

in my head ;S

hopes i can mke it go away

but so hards to xplains wat hppend la~~

hw could dis hppend to me

arghhh!!!

hopes gona b so much btter soOn~~~

LEtting Gooo~~~~

wel d lect finally cme to vsits our place

wohoooo~~

thnks to miss norzaidah bt ngali

hehe~~~

wel i hve d thought of

goin to proceed wth my presntation topic

bt...

miss told me dat

its btter if i present bout dprtment

dat i enterD je~~~

so dat soon wll ease me

soooo..

i've dcided to present either

hskp o mtd

im goin to kol d panel 4 dscussion dlu

haishh~~~

sOOOO i hve to

let go my

intention to

presnt bout FNB...

bt really appreciates wt uncle amdan n uncle rama

hd done 4 me...

they hlped me wth lots of fnb stuffs

heheheh thnks a lots ;)

n now i hve to think

wisely

wat im goin to do huhu~~

fenink2 flies ni huhu (T-T)

BLANK~~BLURR~~LOST~

las nite afte viewd d panel lists

ohoooo

crappp...

bloody cmpesss :@

uishhh...

i gt into FnB huuu~~

n more my panel is pUAN wAN nAZriah

~~~~~

sriously

im totally blurr

n dstrcted cuz of dat~~~

fuhhh~~

hopes gona mke it..

i'll try to collects s much info s i could

bout fnb~~

snce my

2 fren hre

gt hoskepnk n fo sooo

i've no choice

so btter i tke d fnb part....

aiyaaaa~~~

PANEL LAPORAN & PEMBENTANGAN LATIHAN PRAKTIK DIPLOMA PENGURUSAN HOTEL (HM110/05) SEMESTER DEC-APRIL 2010 PANEL F

Bil	Nama Pelajar	Hotel	Topik Pembentangan	Panel
1.	HAIKAL AZRAN MOHAMAD PAKRI	SERI PACIFIC	HOUSEKEEPING	PN. WAN NAZRIAH WAN NAWAWI (KETUA)
2.	MUHAMMAD ZAQUAN ZAINAL	DATAI LANGKAWI	FRONT OFFICE
3.	NUR AIN AHMAD	KLANA RESORT N.9	FOOD AND BEVERAGE
4.	ROSDIANA ABU BAKAR@MUHAMMAD	RENAISSANCE KB	HOUSEKEEPING
5.	HANEY SHAFIRA ABDUL HALIM	THISTEL JB	FRONT OFFICE	EN. MOHAMED MUNEER SAMSUDIN
6.	NABILAH IZDIHAR ABDUL HADI	HOLIDAY VILLA SUBANG	FOOD AND BEVERAGE
7.	NUR AMIRA ABDUL KARIM	RENAISSANCE KB	HOUSEKEEPING
8.	SAIFUL FARIDDIL JASMI	UITM TERENGGANU	FRONT OFFICE

CRAPPY TINGS~~~

oooooo sweeeettttt~~~

las sat takin bus home to air panas

directly afta works go to tminal

in d bus sleeps til reached KL

my hp jtoh in d bus

DAMN!!!

biol jap dat phone....

chitla~~~ ;(

huhu~~

then wen to met sumone hehe

skudut~~

go mkn n borak2 then pulg~~

im so hepy hehe;)

thnks 4 d day.....

ngee~~

reached home

al my sista wre thre

except my nurse

aredy reached sg buloh~~

dey so hepy seing me hehe

my mom n dad pon kinda shocked wen saw me

hehe

chill la ma ayah...

seremban to kL je...

im nt in Dgun hehe

;)

dat nite spent whole nite

chatting wth them

hehe

lots of stuffs dey updates to me

huhu~~

layannn~~~

i loves them all;)

no one cn sparates us

iALLAH(^-^)

d nex monink

woooo~~~

sleep til1130 am haha

weeee~~~

wth doremon in hugs

so damn lazy to wke up....

mish my bed damn much~~~

then apek diz

adoiiii....

hve to wke up...

tke bath n ''brekfast''

hehe...

my lil sis sti not finished playing wth

my lappy so biala~~

then my youngest sis

DEA~~

asks to teman her

watching

senario beach boys

have tooooo

hehe

wel dat mv quite ok la

for laughing hehe~~

fuhhh~~

then lepak-ing n chatting

wth d sibs n my mom..

my dad went to surau~~~

mom said goin to send me home

along wth my lil sis apek...

she's goin back to PD~~

tot dowan to fllows

jz dowan to burdens the...

bt mom insinsts me t follow...

sooooo~~~

d queen da kuakn arahn huuhuhu~~

bt b4 dat went to

crefour w.mju..

apek looking some stuffs thre..

bought 4 my lil sis hayati

a new pndrive snce she dn hve any~~

4gb=RM32

huhu~~

mom asks

''ad duit xnk blek sremban??''

i juz nodded my head

n silent mode hehe~~~

lalalala~~~

then all the way from KL to PD....

omos 6 car accdent tk place huhu..

kinda scary laaaa~~

heavy rains kot~~

reached PD around 7.30pm

sent al apek stuffs thre...

xoxo hehe

then moves to seremban~~

reached PAROI JAYA at 8.30 pm

no ones home...

ermmmm~~

my mom n dad visit

my home~~~

hehe~~~

mom's nagged b4 leaving...

''jgn tggal solat''

''jge dri leklok''

huhu~~

hug n kissess wth al of them~~~

then bye2....

my dad kissed me on the forehead

(^-^)

im bg girl now huhu~~~

then im all alone at home...

one of my hsmates stil at her hmetown

another one out for dating hehe~~

so time for ngadp lappy...

heating d water..

a cup of nescafe n on9~~

so cold huu~~

hehehe~~

missing al d buddies la~~

n oso miss u ;)

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