OOOOOOOOOOMG!!!!

looks how messy my table are...

snapped it while stdying for acc paper...

ermmm....

d paper was quite hard for me...

dun really care bout d result la...

i really hates numbers..

promised to maself dat i will not

ever bcome an accountant

huhuhuhu...

d paper really destroyed my mood...

sory to a fren of mine...

really sory...

sory for making u mad n hurt!!!!

i really dunnoe how to cntrl my emotions....

hopes dat i'll b pass dat acc. paper....

thanx for being my tutor even for a while...

u taught me a lots...

even sumtimes i did felt hurt wth u but..

i juz ignores dat feeling haha ;p

really thanx ALLAH dat i found u as my bs fren....

juz bcoz of acc paper i got a fever huhu...

my body was really hot dat nite...

thanx to tiqa for taking care of me dat nite...

thanx to nely for d mdcine...

thanx to miza for d milo hehe..

thanx to bam for passing by ;)

thanx to k.eza for cares.....

stil nt feeling really well...

d headache comes at nite..

damn....

its stopped me from stay up ;(

stil left 2 more paper..

marketing...too much things to read out...

food cost.... wargh!!! formulas evrywhre....

im totally dead....

PREsento for me (^_^)

dis DOremon keychain from alonG...
LOVES IT SOO MUCH...cuz its doremon hehe...
THANK YOU...
DIS CUTE POMMES(APPLE) FROM angah@Nelly
THANX A LOT...
IT'S red N beautifulll...
dis 'hEART' Plak from manje....
red again hehe...
santekkk kan?? ;p
erm hair clip....
from mye hun...
again its red hahaha...like it soo much...

FINAL EXAMMMM!!

dun disturb me while im stdying ok.....
it will cause u lots of troubles...
i might b mad and yell at ur face huuhuu...
soo please dun disturb me...
really need to focus ermmm
guys out thre...
ALL D BESH FOR OUR FINAL...
DO OUR BESH .....
B HUMBLE TO OTHERS....
i really wanna study but too much circumstances huhu..
;p

juz playing around!!!

ermmmm...in d middle of final week...
hahaha....
so much tense larrrr...
really deppressed...
most of my carry mark quite deppressing me....
really destroying my study mood huhu...
felt a bit regret la...
but things did happened...
notink can b changed anymore...
juz have nope....MUST TO....
struggle n gves all out for final papers...
hopefully dat i'll b pass
wth flying colors...
amin....
was jux done wth one paper...hoskepink...
haha...
quite unsatissfied wth d questions la....
i was targetting other que to b out but....
erm totally out of my target...
none of my fveret que.there....
huhu...
a bit dissapointed....

numbers

69

696969696969696969696969696969696969696

loves dis number lately....

hehe...

guess why?

6 stands for my six bst frens ever....

ain norman,along,manje,angah,tiqa n adik...

they're really affecting my life...

cant imagine wat im goin to looks like wthout them...

loves six of them so much...

thanx lot cuz b there wen i need u guys...

wat bout 9?

herm it's stands for my sblings...

along,echa,jaja,apek,arip,kama,kak ti,kak wa n Dea

hehe ;p

loves them soooo much...even

too many tings happened at home lately..

really loves all of u....

69

got another meaning ok...

6 is my birth month

9 is my crush birth month

hehe ;p

and oso 9 is d date of Honey G n Yamapi born...

hepy blated bsday to angah ;)

i was juz post dis juz to recall back

wat had happend dat nite hehe..

on last 16th aPril Was one of my bsfren bffday...

i was juz arrved dgun dat evening so din prepared much

to trick her ;p

at d sme time stil xhausted so dowan to diz her la..

so i was juz said to manje dat im juz goin to gve away

her present n gt back sleep....

then sddenly k.nad arrves n asks

'nk watpe kat nely'

so i was juz gves out my spontaneous idea at dat tme laa...

i asks them swept 'sbun bsuh pggan'

at bfday girl face huhu..

bt dey refused to do so.....

me either hehe...

so we changed our plan....

i was d one who supposed to bring her out from d room

d others was waiting at d toilet with a pail of water

well its not juz water ok..

we did mixed it wth lot of salt haha...

YA ALLAH....

its was really hard to asks her out from d room....

i was acting juz to wsh her n gving her present but...

she don even wanna shaked hand wth me..guess why?

theres sumting on my hand.....

i pour some liquid dtergent on my hand hehe...

she did noticed dat hermmm failed!!!

bt i din gve up so easily....

i swept dat dtrgent at her legs n her hands....

haha....

finally she's out from d room...

but she went to anther toilet....

DAMN....

my frens were like OMG....

i was laughing dat tme n went to finds her at dat toilet....

i bring her back to d room n one of our fren

was about to hugs her...

then suddenly K.naD appears n

throw a dipper of salt water right through her face.....

she was really shocked haha...

then my lil fren....adik...

ran over bfday girl wth d pail haha....

she ran down the staircase hohoho.....

so much fun larr...

later i gave her d presents....

she thought dat i was d mastermind bhind her bsday bash...

huhu...hw dare she tink like dat ;P

it wasnt me ok...

i was juz planning bout d dtergent part only...

credit given to K.NAD N ADIK...

manje juz laughs hahahaha thre ermmmm ;p

she liked my present so much...

thanx to my bsfren IERA dat helped me out

in choosing dat shirt.....

NELY DUN B MAD OK!!
WE LOVES U hehehe.....
juz once in a year ;p

d tense is here

final exam juz around d corner huhu...

frst paper wlll b on dis coming 20th April.
.
before i went back last wik i went to see my c.mark..

n guess wat? my c.mark for

hskpink sbject really low la..
.
nyesal tol g tngok huuhuu..
.
. i felt down to study lately.

.. too many tings happened at home....

really hard for me to bear...

but here im trying to looks stronger as usual..

felt guilty towrds my sste

ermmm so really sory ...

i din tell mom... dowan her to worry.... sorry.......

it's hard for me.... really...

im trying juz to ignore but i cant...

o damn.. i feel like a useless now....

cant even help my own sbbling....

frens?
i dun really tink bout them lately...

im not being cold towrds them jux

... gve me a break for dis sem..

. hoping dat i'll b 'back' nex sem...

hopeless? hopefull?

i tink dat tings goin to b fine afta dat damn dinner..

but im totally wrong.... stil hve smthing to b settle...

. o damn... dat ting really bothering maself

really wan my life back...

really wanna laughs wth ma frens lke we used tooooo.

dowan to b hypocrite anymore...

it's hurt... trying to finds sumting dat can cheering my life back..

none....

o really i need a long break...

lolololo...

dunnoe wat to post act....
;p
d words above it's for all my frens....

guys ur great...

pUrplE iN bLUe???

huhuhuuu...

i'll remember dat date frever 8th April 09....

ermmm i looked like a dumb.....

ermm totally...

im lke a freak in front of them....

OMG....

really dissapointed hermmm....

haha....

is it hard to let me noe?

ermmm.....

guys......it hurted me.....

mybe in ur eyes it juz a smple tings rite...

but tink if u were in my place at dat time.....

wat will u feel?

hah totally crap!!!!

please ok....

both of u lately annoyed me with ur attitude....

i dowan TO hate cuz i hvo no right in hating others

but i juz wan u to noe dat...

im totally n really felt

DISSAPOINTED!!!!

let me b alone...

i really wanna be like i used to b before...

but they changed me...

sumtimes i dun even noe myself....

they wan me to understand bout their cndition

wat bout me?

they dun really care...

i felt really tired watching their making faces front of me.....

stop it!!!!!

dun showed dat faces...

dun b sooooo hypocrite....

stop hurting me.......

myb it's becuz i juz kept silent dats y u guys making fun n

making fool of me....

i neve b like dis before.....

i really love making frens...

and i dun even noe how to hates others

but they taught me....

they make me hate them.....

i noe dat they're great...

but please dun be too arrogant wth wat u have...

cuz it wll dissapears one day....

OMG...

im really and totally finsh with them...

p/s; dun really care bout them lately but did felt hurt huhu

blamed on me!!!

to all u peoples out there...

im juz creating dis post juz wanna let u noe...

dat im really sorry towards all of u...

and really thanked bcuz gving me such a beautiful memory...

i'll nebe forget dat date ever...

stating from d metink until d date of dat event....

GUYS!!!!

THANK YOU AND SORRY.....

W.E.M.L!!!!

learnt an important lesson afta dat nite.....

in evryting dat we organized o managed...

d most important ting is COOPERATION N UNITED....

but i do admits dat its really hard to unites all of us......

they were certain persons n couples dat really secretive wth their tasks.....

and they were like juz 'it's all about us'

tinks???

dun smply fllows ur heart during making any decisions.....

dun be to arrogant n dun b too ego...

cuz dat attitude will harms u one day....

dun expects dat all were stssfy wth ur job.....

b down to earth an asks for other to helps

'LET BY GONE BE BY GONE'

such a poetic words.....

myb times will reduces my pain but d scar??

it will last forever.........

it's not about u.....

it's about us....

ALL ABOUT US!

D.A.M.N!!!!!!!!!!!

how am i supposed to act.....
really hate dis part...
damn...
am i dat bad????
am i dat cruel????
im trying hard to b d best...im trying really hard to satissfy others...
but wat i got?
only SHITTTTTTT!!!!!!
DUN SMPLY JUDGE MY JOB IF U DON REALLY NOE....
if u were in myshoes u will noe.....
dun smply blamed us.... try to judge ur job frst
then only u hve d right to blamed us...
one ting....
do informs others bout anyting dun juz u n urself done d tasks......
cuz im d one dat have to faced all d unsatssfy faces out thre...
u juz noe how to sttle ur job but me?
i hve to sttle almost all....
even smple tings......
i do felt hurt...
i did cried....
i do felt mad n angry..
but ALHAMDULILAH im stil able to cntrol my emotion...
i dowan to burden other wth wat im feeling.....
it's really hard!!!!