rougeP~~~

went back to home~~~

las 25th-27th dec was my off day...
went back to home sweet home...
damn mish m fam a lots....
at 9.45 took ktm from seremban to Kuala Lumpur....
about 14 station then arrved...

frst place to go visits~~~
central market kopitiam...
aways lepak here wth along but ds time all alone~~~
white coffee n tuna sndwich...
nice~~~

then went mrayap at petaling street
around 2 go back...
mom called heee~~~
my dad pock me up afta sOLAt jumaat...

on d nex day whch is 27th....
went to PUSAT DARAH NEGARA
to donates blood 4 sure.
las time i donated was las oct i guess hehe
cant rmmber la...
went thre wth my sis...
apek sent us thre....
my lil sis she's awesome hehe...
n she can drive whle i cant aishhhh ;S

at evening reached home
cuz it was raining dat day so cannot go jln lme2
s usual dat n9 slept lke a corpse haha
'losing' 450ml blood
haha..
so damn tired....

nex day28th.....
took bus at central market around 5.30pm
to seremban...
reached seremban at 6.30pm...
lepak-ing at mcd alone...
then took a cab home to paroiiii.....

DEAR GOD...really miss them ;)

miss my mom..
my dad..
my sibs..
my besties...
my doremon...
miss dungun life's....
ohoooo..
mish my darling frens...
guys mish u sooo much...
oooo..
miss my KP132...
i miss my yellow shoe...

aiyarkkk...misss...missss..missinggggg;)

fenattttt..black n white...

thre's notink else i can do huuu~~~

welll...
rite now living at taman paroi jaya
wth manje nphew....
we dcided to live hre until
end our prctical time....
hermmm...
we're nt moving out
bcause of fw tings......
ooooo~~~

prctical...
stil in d hoskepink dpartment....
so damn xhausted bt getin used da~~~
bt sumtimes really need rest....
i wanna go home....
18th dec..
hepy buffday badak...
ur gettin old hehe
oritee..
public olidae..
went to trminal one wth mnje...
later met nurul at Rest&Relax rstaurant haha...
then we go surround d mall...
aiyooooo...
so damn bored~~~~
bt i bought one new sling bag...
black in kaler hehe;D

strtin nex month...
we hve to go to work by our own...
cause ami wll b in f&b DEpartmnt
whch means dat our shft wll b diffrent
soooo we hve no ''driver'' hehe...
here d taxi doesnt use meter
dey juz nmed d price ermmm~~~
bus?still nt so familiar wth d envronmnt..
bt i tink i'll do juz fine~~~
insyaAllah;)

well really mish all my besties out thre...
huys tke cre;)

KLANA RESORT SREMBAN

''KLANARIAN''

WEL..
dis is my fourth day in kLAna resort...
HUUUUU...
~~~~~~
so damn exhausted.....
wll b doing hoskepink for 3 month aiyooo....
and another one moth will b in sports&rcreation....
so damn penattt la...

TRAINEE....
WE DIN GET ANY ALOWANCES
WE DIN GET ANY UNIFORMS
WE DIN GET ACCOMODATION AS WELL.....

aiyooo...
we did provides our energy
like d staffs..
we did our job tooooo...

my frens at palace gt 150/mthly
at andaman oso 150/mnth
at datai 200/moth
at KLANA RESORT???
NILLLLL!!!

i noe we're trainee bt we worked
as a staffs too...
ermmm...
xde rezeki huuuu~~~

my dear fren..NELY...
ermmmm really damn worried bout her...
hopes dat she's doin jz fine....

ermmmm gt a room....
deposits 480...
ermmm...PTPTN xmsok g....
around january bru msok...
my parents asked whter d room ok o not....
wel act.i dun mind...
s long d dstnce near to d resort n easy 4 me
to go n back from work...

hates to burden others la~~~
i'll post some of my prac pica...

exHausTED!!!

weeeee~~~
frst day as a trainee at Klana resort..
my day begin fine...
mis gina ludan..
shes nice person...
n oso frindly...
a lil brief frm her....
no allowances hee~~~
(pokai gueeee)

one tings dat really shocked me
wen she said dat
front of d house cannot wear 'tudung'
damn!!!!
wat d fish..
im really shocked....
i told her dt i really
cant tke out my tdung...
she said dscuss wth ur lect frst...
ok fine....

dat lect said ok,ok,ok, dats it...
erm....
myb i'll be in hoskepink depatmnt for 2mth
fllowed by sports n rcreation dpt for 2 mth...
hve to write a ltter xplaining why
i dowan to enter front of d house...
its not i dowan but i cant!!!!

frst day..
hoskepink..erm....
so damn xhausted....
fllowed kak mai n wan....
arnd 20 rooms gak la....
new xpriences...
so damn exhausted....

go back at 5.30
then lepak-ing wth mnje n ami
at mcd...
tmrow gonna check some housing area nearby
d resort....
ami said gonna help us...
ami thnks a lots dude;)

~~~wanna gt shower pray n sleep
tmrw starts at 9 huhu....~~~

alrite~~~

29th nov....
at 2.00pm
leaving KL
Heading to PD....
N oso Seremban s well...
sent apek at poli PD then heading back to
seremban....
otw...
droppep by at MUZIUM TENTERA DARAT...
AWESOME!!!
like d places so damn much...
i was to excited till gt one bruises at my back
huuu....
serves me rite :P
then leaves dat museum to seremban...
stop for praying at masjid negeri..
sooo beautifull...
then wen to seremban parade
whle waitin for mnje to arrives..
dinner thre...
i loves my parents damn much:')
mish them aready...

currently stayin wth manje
at her nephew house hee~~~
at taman paroi jaya...
really near to STadium paroi....
still looking 4 house o room to rent...
btter room cuz juz two of us..
hazami stayin wth his granny..
he said goin to teman us looking 4 house...

i felt quite burdening lots of people
wth this stuffs..
my parents...
my aunt...
my uncle...
ooso mnje nphew's family..
huuu...
hopes can finds a place to stay soon....
then only i can rlieves ;)

hopes dat i'll b fine doin my prctcal...
ma n ayah said's dun tggal solat n prays a lots...
insyaALLAH;)
ma..ayah..thnks a lots..
loves u much2:")


p/s;using mnje lappy hee~~
thnks dear;)
h

NIL...

i hve no idea of posting new post...

ermmm guys tc...

and all d besh 4 our prctical training k...

DEAR LAPPY....

eeeeeerghhhhhh!!!

pissed off....

wel again n again my lappy broke down...

went to hP centre....

dey said motherboard poblem...

repairing????

RM1000 its costs....

im screwed up...

going to do my practical wthout my lappy...

aiyooo...

reports???

ermmm...

all d documents in d lappy...

n d most precious is...

all d pics...

my final semester in dungun....

huarghhh!!! (!_!)

i'll stops blogging 4 a while....

ermmm...

~~~~

PRActical ermmm.......

ALLSON KLANA RESORT SEREMBAN....

DATS D PLACE 4 ME...

HEE~~~

BUT IM NOT ALONE...

WTH MANJE....

AND HAZAMI....

OSO ONE GIRL FROM PENANG IKA....

HOPES DAT I'LL B JUZ FINE....

BUT SEYESLY...

QUITE MISERABLE N OSO

NERVOUS AT D SME TIME...

NO ACCMDATION POVIDED...

DATS D POBLEM NOW....

WELL...

SOON WLL B STTLE...

GOD'S WILL

DID WENT TO DAT RESORT...

BEAUTIFULL...

YUP NICE....

WISH ME LUCKS 4 MY PRACTICAL K....

AM,D-SAN,TIKA AREADY AT ANDAMAN RESORT...

AM TOLD ME DAT THEY'RE GOIN TO FNISHED

WTH THEIR PCTCAL ON 28TH MARCH...(^^~)

MISH THEM AREADY...

SULKINHG WTH THEM ACTUALLY...

YELA......

LEAVING WTHOUT SAYING GUDBYE...

SOB..SOB..(!_!)

BT WE'RE FINE NOW...

HEE~~~

GUYS DO TC..

N ALL D BESHHH...

INSYAALLAH..

AFTR PRAC.....KITE ENJOY YEEE ;)

(^_^)

K.A.W.A.N

DONATING BLOOD 4th time;)

hermmm wel dunnoe wt to post
juz trying to recall back our memories
hermmm
thnks guys 4 accmpanying me dat day....
hee~~

hey say watever....

wel final exam juz ended

bt rumors bout failure spreads

dunnoe from whre they gt d sources ermm...

for mkt paper dey said 4 failures....

law paper 11 failures...

and wat best it det stated dat d

failures is from grup ABC N D

whch means my grup too...

oooo damn...

its scared me noe...

n worry for my few frens s well...

some said dat...

i hve nt to worried since

my crry mark is high

oooo hell no...

im still worried n oso my frens...

bt i noe one of my fren aredy been cnfrmed

failed dat law paper...

sory 4 u...

n more sriously...

im quite worried bout

maketink n spervision paper...

both paper really killing me to answers..

i did gve my best hoping dat i'll pass....

d other paper im quite satssfied

i confessed dat im nt a person dat study hard

neither study smart.....

i only do last minutes study....

wel dat suits me...

hee~~~

if my parents noe

ermm totally dey will nagged at me hee~~

bt im gettin used wth dat styles since skewl :P

juz hoping dat i'll pass all papers

oso all my bestie n my frens...

~~(^^~)~~
worried....

wel its hard to do so...

i did pomised to myself

bt at last im d one dat nt willing...

i thought it was easy but...

im wrong...

its hard actually...o mybe..

im d one dt tooooo soft-hearted ~~~

bla..bla..bla...

haha...

i wil neve learnt dat ting....

i noe its cause me pain...

bt it's better than forcing myself

doing sumtink dat i'll regret soon....

hee~~

wel wateve it is...

i keep it to myself.....

sory seems to b d hardest words...

~~~(**~)

a nite to rmmber~~

~kerinduan~

dis pics all mixed up tghther...
my besties...love them much2;)
pic ni snapped afta bekpes at HAI PENG....

pic below afta modul
lepak-ing at GADONG n eat kopok lekor
juz to say dat i starts missing
u guys....
ermmm....

OKAIRIII!!!

im back..
home sweet home...
its good being home hee~~ :)
wel juz a few days leaves dungun...
strts miss all d frens erm....
n oso d pntai;)
alrite,,,,
thre wll b no mre dungun life nx time...
sad??o hepy??
ermmmm...
wteve...
nw d mos imprtant ting is....
prctical place..
stil din get any kol ...
keep on waitin n prayin.....
aiyaa...
mos of my frens aredy noe day placed..
juz keep on waitin....

las day at dungun..
cs paper?
seyesly i din study much..
cuz dat nite my mood
were spoilt by 2 of my bestie..
ermmm so i dcided to sleep whole nite
then woke up at 6
rviewing tests paper...
ALHAMDULILAH..
i can answer d paper...
ohooo..
pape la..

afta dat paper
having lunch tgther 4 d las time...
then lepak-ing in my room
waitin 4 my parents,,,
ermm mish d moment,,,
nely,bum thanks 4 accompny me dat day
love u;)

then crying session plak..
aiyaaa...
sorry dear, i cant cry wen my parents around..'
i 4give u...
hopes dat d moment of truth :)
keep frnship 4 eternity dear...

my anothr bestie..
were sulking upstairs
in her room..
thought gving her a visit bt she
said she's not in d mood...
erm 4get it...
mcam2...
erm wateve it is..

FRENSHIP IS MY BIGGEST REGRET IF I LOSE IT..
HAVING ALL OF THEM S MY BESTIE IS MY BIGGEST PLEASURE
I LOVE U GUYS.....
ALWAYS DO...
SORRY 4 EVRYTINK.....

from me to u.....moment of frenship...

LEAVING!!!

d day will cmes...
its d end of me in dungun
hee~~
thre wll b Dungun no more...
cant wait to go home...
but wat to do ne?
stil din get col from any hotel...
erm juz keep prayin...
my parents wll cme tmrw...
huhuhu...
dn noe my real feeling
of leaving dis dungun...
i learnt too much hre...
hepyness??
sorrowness??
frenship??
btrayed??
being fooled??
too much....
yeah truth goin to miss all of this soon...
yeah soon!!!
im goin to turn into silent mode soon...
dowan to gt hurts a'more..
wana b new ''ain''
it will b new me soon...

i cant really imagine
hows my prctical soon...
bt syes i dun gve a damn in dat ting
hee~~~
wel wat goin to hppens to me
during prctical
juz wait..
i'll posts ebry single tings
dat hppned to me here....

kind of irritated wth sumone now...
who??
ermmm...
like i care!!!
erm ok..
promises..promises..promises...
keep on promises
keep on promises

it's enaough to let u noe dat...
im kind of dsspointed wth u....
bt....
dunnoe wat to say...
u influence my whole mood act.
thre'll b no u a'more....
separates 4 omos 5 month
4 prctical...
i'll learn hw to ''ignore''
n myb it cause me pain but
i'll try....
dunnoe y bt i'll try...
sory bt i luv u....
juz learn to keep ur promises
juz dat...

(-_-)
rougePAIN

shud i say dis???

one more to go....

heeee~~~

quite a relieved afte 365

now waitin 4 363...

c.mark 4 363..juz ok...

down to argue bout d c.mark given...

i'll do my best 4 final

15th NOVEMBER 2009

shud i???

hates u??

care bout u??

dowan u??

im hepy wth u??

ur d cause of my pain??

im sicks of u smtimes??

ur annoyed me??

wel dunnoe d real feels

towards u lately...

kind of lost u....

erm notink much i can say....

juz lef few days to go...

thre wll b no 'u'

a'more...........~~~

(^~^)

WAT'S BEST!!!!!!

early morning...
bursts into tears again
dis time
k.teha plak leaves us....
ermm....
she's too kind....
she's my 'spritual advisor'
aways gves me good avdvces
bt sumtimes she can go crazy heee~~~
i love u la k.teha~~~
dat nite wen u were teased me wth 'z'
ermmmm i did feel a bit annoyed thre hee~~
bt jz 4 fun kan..sokay~~
lke i told k.eza n oso my bestie dat
I'VE LEARNT HW TO 4GIVE BT NT TO 4GET...
soosoo....
ok....
hoping dat u'll b fine nex sem ok...
dun get too snstve in dis frenship matters...
alone is better..but juz rmmber dat...
ALONE DOESNT MEAN DAT UR LONELY OK!!!
ignore others juz live ur life...
enjoy ur final year :)
ganbatte ne oniki :)

ohooooo...
few days lepak-ing
wth some frens...
stil in a hots topics....
"practical stuffs'
whch annoyed me more thn ectasy....
i dn put any expectations bout d place...
frnkly speakin....
if i got DUNGUN again...
i'll b grateful....
i dun hve to fenink2 tinks bout d attire o d culture...
im juz worried bout few my frens
dat goin to do dey prctical outhtre...
GUYS TKE CRE...
NO MATTER WAT U GOIN TO PROCEED WTH
TINKS BOUT D HELL N HEAVEN....
my ma aways said dat:P

hoping dat neither one of u
turns into 'OTHERS'
wen returned back from prctical...
aiyaaaaa....
im sayin to myself as well ;)
tc guys....

erm my bestie...
cant say much..
dey're juz fine...
yeah FINE!!!!
im sick plak aishhh.......
' i hate d ending my self bt its started wth an alrite scene'
(guess wat song?? ngee~~~)
to all my bestie...
dun worry...
rougeP dats me...
i'll neve 4get all of u...
ur spcial n kindness towards me..
it's a pleasures for me..
ALHAMDULILAH..
i found u guys as my bestie.....
juz b good n tc...

sokay..sokay..sokay...
live ur life
4get bout me a while..
'i've told u dat i was trouble,u know dat im no good'
(nex??wat song?guess?)
juz dn get annoyed wth me....
hates me? i need time to hates back heee~~~
FRIENDHIPS IS MY BIGGEST REGRET
IF I LOSE IT....
dun let me get into
d ocean of regretfulllllllll :P

gtg~~~~
hth 365 notes waitin~~
(^_^)

SO LONG FAREWELL!!!

tme passed by too fast....

i've been living wth them for 4th semester....

dey noe d real me...

dey noe my color....

and aways thre 4 me...

dey noe hw to cheer me....

dey noe hw to relief me....

i juz love them....

dear miza n k.eza....

thre's so much tings dat i wanna say...

heee~~~

frst of all...

thanks a lot 4 being such a kind n caring roomtes to me....

sory 4 any mstakes dat i've created..

so much ting i've learnt from both of u....

seyesly...

i felt so damn sad wen sent u guys home...

bt mnaged to holds d tears..(shame2)

k.eza told me a nite b4 "ain jgn jd sensitf sgt''

wel i am :P

k.eza..i've learnt hw to 4give but not hw to 4get...

ngeee~~~

amiza raizan....

heee~~

my funny rmmates...

aways act lke she's fierce bt hmpehhh:P

thnks lot miza....

i love both u...

sory if any mstakes...

(!_!)
tears on me whle posting dis
hee~~~~

D TENSE IS HRE!!!

bout prctical tings.....

few of my frens aready rceived d kol...

me stil dn get any...

i din put so much hopes dat

i'll get dat place

since???

heeeeeeeeeee...

bt stil it mkes me wondered

wat if??

thres no accomdation provded??

i need to free hair???

wear skirts????

srves d 'shit'???

im nt so care bout d payment

s long i gt d place....

n accomdation.....

im gttin used wth livin alone

and far away from home...

my parents trusts me n dey noe

i cn tke gud cre of my own self....

bt humans rite...

im easily gt influnced tooo

spcially by kindness ermmm....

dat wll b my bggest fear kot....

PRECAUTIONS!!!!

i'll pomise to maself dat

i'll b good 4 d moment

im doing my prctcal training....

hoping tooooo ;)

(**~)

saying wateve.....

wel there's no use now..
snce dat date...

i am me...
juz dont ok....

im sorry bt...
its hard kot...

shuds we sparates soon...
o bind tghther again...

well..well..well..
im not well...

u neve learnt...
nt even once...

sory 4 'u'
im sory too...

time...time... n time...

BACK INTO IT AGAIN!!!!!

wel juz done wth LAW paper...
ALHAMDULILAH...
d que quite ok laeeeee....
hopes i'll pass d paper...
my cnctration quite tgganggu gak la kan
wth few fellows thre...
erm wel....
wteve....
again kua awal.....
early monink..headache...
dat so spoilt my mood...

afte paper rushed to librry....
(whre i sit n blogging haha)
my lappy stil nt fnctioning...
ermmm...
hows my prctcal wthout lappy...
aiyoooo....

waitin 4 my frens hre...
along wnted to go out...
stil nt replying my msej.....
my tkah stil in d hall myb...
dats y she's nt replyin my msej too...
nagging..nagging..nagging...

dis evening wan to sweat my body
SQUASH!!!
and insyaALLAH at nite i'll b in librry again...
so hards waitin 4 others to teach us...
so i've to study by my own...
dn hve to gt pmpered too much...
yeah
smtimes i wana cmpany for studyin...
lalalala....
lately im back to my old life kot...
listening back to MCR songs....
whch mean
IM GETTIN SICKS OF LIFE
huhu...
CANCER....d songs dat really soothing my emo...
i dun blieves dat im back into it again...
life..life..life...
treating me sooo bad..
ooooooooo
im d one who mking it bad???
huh!!!!
LOL.....

few days b4 my mom kol...
bt at dat moment..
im so not in d gud mood...
so im so nt talking to anyone...
sorry ma... :'(

wel guys..acts like u care...
wel LIKE I CARE...
i cares too much til i gt d pain...
wana act like i dun cre bt
actually its hard to do so...
im juz me....
i bet neither one of u really
undrstnds me..
wel i dun need toooooooo......
again....
lil mis hypocrite back in town
heeeeeee(**~)

cant wait 4 d date dat we will b spartes...
dats d time dat i'll contacts those prsons dat really
clos eto my heart...
o mybe
im not goin to do dat...
ermm...
time...time..time....

gtg~~~~~
(**~)
oooouhhhhhhh how annoyed!!!