mind ur words~~,

well ppl outthre...
espcially youngsters....
do minds ur words..
evrytime u speaks to somone older....
do not rise up ur voices..
dats rude!!!
b nice....
speaks politely.....
even at groceries o any places...
shows some respects to t olders....
i used to b rude jugak to t olders...
but i've learnt....
n slowly improves.....
dey stil humans...
most of t cleaners at any places are t olders...
respects them...
dun underestimated deir works...
smiles n say thnks to them...
it costs u notink $$$!!!!
b respectful.....
if u wana b respects so respects others....

while using public trnsports last day...
thre was an old lady stnding unstably...
thre's a girl...a youngsters...
she juz looks at a glimpse at dat lady n did notink...
"hey c'mon la"
stand up n gves ur seat to t lady la....
erghh!!! i feel like smashing j dat "pompuan"
wat if dt is ur mom stnding lke dat...
c'mon...
ur fine enuff...doesnt looks like ur sicks
o having any injury....
so get up la!!!
cannot think k?!!

budi bahasa budaya kite!!!

cngrats on ur convocation ^_^

noor ain bt norman ;)

congrats on ur convocation babe ^_^

nah..u gt me...

erm....ever feel lke regretting sumtink frm ur mouth..

y did i said dt?

y did i confess dt?

y did i tel u?

y its sudddnly slippd out?

ppl mke mstakes...

confessions might kill....

KNOWING TOO MUCH

WIL COZ PAIN...

yep...so minds ur words...

do not speaks wen ur angry...

u lose ur rationality thre...

do not speaks wen ur nt in d right plce...

do not speaks to smone u dn trusts...

do not speaks to smone dt neve wana listens

do not speaks to smone dat cnnot accept u..

do not mke any cnclusions o assumptions on sumtink unsure

remain silent...

doesnt mean ur weak...

doesnt mean ur wrong...

doesnt mean ur dont care...

keeping silent wont sttle a thing..

but rmmber...

nt everytink we can shre w publics+others ...

n its pretty annoying letting d publics noe evrytink bout

wt hppning...

building up a relationship w lies...

put too many sugars in t words...

too many honey in t sntnces...

bck..it wont last long...

d only tings dat lasts with are...

tears....pain...memories...

words are only words...

t power of words...

destroyed....

(*--*)

IT'S REALLY HOLIDAY!!!

so really in t holiday mood a.k.a lazy mood....im doin notink at home... annoyed my sibs.....dsturbing t cats... messy-ing the rooms and houses....and wen i gt bored i do cooking n eating...less-outing....KL....too much memories to bears wth laaaaaa ;( haaa so less outing kinda release me form thinking ;( tink soo...ting tong....reading comics....repeating d same comics ha3...wat to do...hve no incomes so cant buy new comic #LOL....heee....i aint dat freaks ok...comics juz a comics..notinks worth...juz 4 fun n killing t time...my bored times... i need a work but malas nk carik ngeh3....so its served me rite la...keep on waitin at home n bcme ringgit-less huahahahahaa T-T.......okane..okane...okane... =( i gt no hobby la...used to have la but now..nill...used to like drawing?ha3...erm sumtimes i do creating poems n making stories ha3...such a bored hobbies rite... i do loves cooking before but recently i hates it...i dont like it...erghh...i eat less at home...dn hve t appetite..a cup of nescafe each day enuff to chills me ^_^ wana do exercise gt no frens hre =P o shud i do exrcise wth my grandpa ha3...surely im goin to get free hits using his tongkat sakti ha3...atok...atok..haaa....imma such a boring prson...ermm.... i refused to holds any of my pics album n oso my diaries...i hve two now and i pretnded like i frget bout them he3..gile...friends? they doin fine INSYAALLAH ;) do tex-ing wth them....fcbooking..twitering...n blogging too...n sumtimes tex-ing to smone dat i noe nt goin to rep my tex haish...pathetic i am...

i noe d result but stil doing t same thing....but i aways prays untuk dia ;) may ALLAH always bless u.... okok.. im loking frward to sumtink dat unsure n unpredictble.... wtever it is...lifes must go on even its sucks to face through....moms wont let me leaves to melaka..aiyaaa..really wana go thre...im getin bored hre mom....but during wekdays time im nt so really boring cuz my moms beby sits two babies heee...t time 4 me to bullied them..n sumtimes my nieces n nephews frm t nex doors cme to my hse n making noises hahaha..dats funs to me...i do loves kids...n smtmies i gt bullied...wen dey making chaos hre n thre.. i hve to tidy up ha2..but its fun to mingles arnd kids ;) here are the 2 babies dat my mom's jage ;))
dis girl above nme qaireen syuhada a.k.a adda d koala he3dis one nme wan zafeera a.k.a ferra d noty n clever one ;)
ds one plak amar a.k.a shaolin ha3...ds is my cousin son's heee

those babies mke my days ;))

overcome it!!!

hahahaha...
funny..
im 22 nw..but my fears to hospy
neve dssapears....
imma freak...
im not scared of piercing or any sharp tings...
jz i dun like d
hospy envrnment....
i hate seeing ppl sicks o b around sicks ppl...
im scared -_-"
i dn like n nt really wana noe d result bout my health...
its scared me...
lst tym i wen....
alone...
T-T
doc said..i hve t mgrain n gastrik...ergh...
n some kind of allergic...
avoids seafoods...
he said soo..
n nw...
yep i do admits dat my health wasnt gud enuff...
i often gt attck of d mgrain n it last a bit longer
than i used to sffered...
puking out...ermm dats normal da to me...
n smetimes at night...
stomchache...
on d left side of my tummy...
erm...
myb my eating schedule caused that...
one day..
wen i do really hve
d courage i'll go
to face d fate ha3..
(cm p je)
herm...im stil waiting for a job call ha3...
ermmm...
waiting at home..mke me
make me...erm..
ermm... =P heee...

well...well...well..well...

all ends wel..
think soo...
erm...
u wlked out of my life..
haaa...
broken hearted...

haaaa...
i bcme a stalker..
huhu
n yep i do admits hre...
"KNOWING TOO MUCH PUT U IN PAIN"
bein too busy body...
served me rite ;(

imperfect me... =(

if i hve d "Power" to says NO...

in my life.....
my daily life....
my student's life....
my frenship life's...
any of thing dat hppend to me...
i barely says NO....
i often saying yes....
YES to evryting....
YES to evryone....
YES to all...

i hve t fobia in saying NO....
o shud i say i've no guts in saying NO....
i hve to cnsider bout too many hearts...
ppl taking their frens 4 granted....
i tried not to say no to them...
i tried to tc of them
but i tried to hard n i lose them
dis is so sad...
i aways think dt im d best....
but at last
i realized
IM NO GOOD!!!

but evry frens dat i have...
hve their own part in my heart,,,
hve their own roles...
hve their own spcialty to me...
im taking frens with benefits
NOT FOR BENEFITS...
im d type act diff from wats in my heart...
no one wil do really undrstnds me...
ppl aways mstaken my act,,,,

sumtimes i stops o refuse to do sumtink
bcuz of a reason....
sumtime for reasons....
im nt doin on prposes...

btween us thre's aways a gap...
used to b as hidden...
unhidden nw mkes us strngers...

NO..NO..NO...
i wsh i hve t guts in saying NO
to all those things hppned...
i shudnt say yes at frst!!!
its killin my soul at t end of d road...
the road nt taken...
i shud take d road.....
~sigh....

those ppl arounds...
stops pretending...
u guys annoyed me much...
i shud yell loud to ur face
NO!!! Ur nt gud enuff to fooled me....
i see things more than juz a things...
im glad tht i was born ds way (lady gg)
even im right...ppl wont realized...
pomised me wth such a full sugar words
bt at last stab me at d bck...darn..

Y DO I NEED AN ENEMY WHEN
I AREADY HVE A FRENs THAT STABBED ME FROM D BACK!!!

*karma guys...
thnks lots 4 mking it worsen 4 us...
myb in my afterlife guys..
pays bck...

(=.=)bck off...

no more......

it's pathetic so really pathetic.....
trying to win bck d heart
dats nt belongs to us....
no more....
its d hardest part...
wen ppl doesnt really care...
they're not careless but juz care- Less...
pathetic acting...
i dun really care bout those dat hurts me....
i jux n only care bout those ppl dat i hurted...
they're meant so much to me compared
to those dat hurts me...

those dat hurts me...
u aint so perfect to judge me...
u aint so prfect to kidding arond me...
plying wt sumtink "illegal"
naaaaa....im nt scared...
juz be a bit matured....
nop..b matured enuff...
b4 saying sumtink o do smtink...
i used to be rebel in my bck lifes...
trying to play dirt wth me...
thnk bck...
cuz i'll be soo much demm wel prepared
*sigh

bt dat wat i used to be....
used to be..
n i hve no intntion to b bck lke used to be..
enuff.....
i am me nw...
im 22....
no kids gmes a'more...
mybe im still acting lke a kids...
often w tears...
plying arnd too much...
yeah ds is me...
im not prfect...n
i aint prfectionist...
evry rlations wil faces d hards times....

to b strong enuff...
myb i failed...
acting lke i dun care...
im gud in that.....
but deepning in my heart n soul..
d pain is thre....
aways....

i juz wana b sumbody else...~~,

"'HEY YOU"

PLEASE!!!!!!

u gt me annoyed....
sriously...
i hve no probs wth u pon...
sriously....
but y...u mke it hards..
n i juz..
ermm....
u chnged...
YA ALLAH....
its so recently...
=(

wen d devil's speaks.....

examination babe....
everyone's showed d real colors....
haahahahaha funny...
SELFISH...
it's kinda mean rite...
but yeah...
selfish dats d word..
d only word....
its funny....whre's ppl doesnt
really care bout one' said about
"SHARING IS CARING"
ur nt goin to risks anyting if sharing w others...
but dat's human....
away wth own attitude...
keeps blaming others
BUT making d sme mstakes??wth??
enuff la wth nt sharing bt...
y telling lies?erghh...T-T
funny....
haha....
yep....humans being...
who dowan to gt success??
who doesn want fame??
who doesn wanna b THE BEST??
it's too wide to talk bout WANTS hre....

i dn really care.....
haaaa...
so nt into my conderations...
but wtever it is...
im d type who tke ting easy..
so wat...
its ur life...u chose d path...
u chose d ppl to loves u...

u influence others o
gt influencd by others...
its two diff ting...
only u urslf noe btter...

and i noe myself better...
i wil nt hates...
anger o hates wil nt last long in my heart...
even i said i hates...
bt nt in my heart....
thre's aways a reason...reAlly strong reason to mke
me hates sumone...

im looking frward for sumtink nw ;')

almost at the enD.....

3more to go....
erghh....
d hardest paper in my part was
QMT...
ermm....
i leaves all to fate....
i did my best...
i tink =P
yep i did tried.....
but i juz nt into d clculation type =(
erm...
i dowan to put in my record
carry any paper.... =(
really dowan to....
ds sem kinda a bit mess here and thre 4 me....
yep..
my worsts...
i cant hndle stress well..
erm...
im hoping and praying 4 d best...
even wat i saw nw only hates...
ignorant...
pmanently deleted...
haih...
wke up girl...
no used...
its useless try to puts on any hopes...
..................................
im stil waiting 4 d result..
whter to cont o not to....
-_-"
so nt in me nw...
i cant fgured it out...
haaaaaa....
wke up...wke up....

ALL D BESH DEARs ;)