me,myself,aku,diriku,

this is the tenth days afta i came back from DUNGUN....
dunnoe wat to do...
got a job but suddenly quit...
ermmm...
how stupid i am...
wargh now busy looking for jobs...
this noon went out to meet along at times...
erm juz hangout jerk n eat toghtr...
later angah messge informed that she's here in KL....
wooooohoooo...
then adik ajk kua sok...
to looks for a job....
tmorow...
wargh...
told along bout dat...
she said juz go...
ermmmm...
noe she hurted...
cuz she got sumtink to do tmrw'family bsnes'...
dunnoe la...
if i din go tmrow..
angah n adik will get mad cuz i did asked them
to ajak me wen looking for job...
but at d same time..
need to considered bout along feelings...
wat shud i do...
wat shud i do...
ermmm cant tink la...

McD........

long time din eat McD...

yesterday went out n ate McD at KLcc wth my sis...

we were about to shops a shoe then suddenly

stopped at d McD Hehehe...

later we go around dat place but din buy anytink...

later we took putra lrt to Pasar seni...

then walked to Times Square....

hahaha...

d weather was quite good...

we go to finds shoe....

my sis said shes goin to wear heels...

and im like watever..haha

heels?

not for me ok...

so we go pusng2 lg....

afta done shopping at Times...

we took Star Lrt to Bandaraya...

dis time sogo...

bcuz it's monday so.....

can see bored promoter faces

haha...poor them...

bored working life...

they're juz goin to b busy during sales time...

i bought a shirt thre at GOGGLES...

red in colour.....

was about to buy d black one but my sis

said d red is nicer...

ermmm....

i'll post d picture later ya....

then we go home by Metrobus hehe...

too late too regret....

wargh...
dis is how d 'kereta lembu' looked
afta im comin back from study week leave.....
soooo sad....
but no use regretting cuz it's happened...
cant blame anyone huhuhu...
Dungun having heavy rain during dat time...
dis is how it's happened...
i hve d thought earlier goin to snaps pictures wth dat 'kereta lembu' durin exam week wearing' white baju' but...
argh (!_!)

Lost.....

now sitting here front of my laptop...

but notink much to do....

after repairing my lptop...

i lost all of d data.....

it sad me...

i did cried....

all of my pictures collection

dat i've been saved since pat 1

all gone...

all of them....

(!_!)

goin to miss all d collections...

all my songs....

all my videos....

all my muvees...

all my pictures

evrytink...

GONE!!!!!

my muvees maker dat i created for my frens

oso gone...

really2 disturbing my holiday mood....

now looking at my lptop???

it's showed me sorrowness...

wargh(!_!)

super duper dull days....

aiyaaa....
got job at jj but suddenly quit...
d rules make me sick...
'ni xboley tu xboley'
wat d fish....
like ur mall was super duper famous....
well halooo...
im juz goin to work ok...
not a fashion stage...
damn....
then some weird faces thre really
mke me uncmfortable....
d staffs kind of rude....
'blagak siut'
dun really care at all....
feel lke spending my whole holiday at home....
at dis condition
i hve to cnfess dat
I MISS DUNGUN....
i mean my student life la....
so do miss my frens thre....
my mom nagged hehe...
my dad juz kewl wth dat...
my sis nagged too....
i fought wth my lil sis huhu...
sory... ;(
told my bsfren ain bout dis...
she's juz like...
'its up to u.dowan to influence ur dcision a'more'
hehe ;p
stil waitin for my fren to calls....
i gves her 2days
hopes she goin to call tmrw...
o else...i'll go my own way...
dun stop me..
i'll do wat i wan....
not flowing my heart juz...
i cant wait fo u any longer....
feel like packing up n go back to mlacca...
then wat?
huhu...
dunnoe lah...

13th may 2009

erm my sem break begin totally suck..

starting wth my laptop poblem...

then my hndphone poblem...

damn...

totally miserable now.....

went out to loyat juz now wth my bsfren....

went surround loyat looking for best shop...

totally hopeless la....

wargh!!!!

repairing my lptop so my hndphone...

la monnaie???

really need to find a job huhu..

even i was so lazy but stil hve to find one....

miss dungun...

hah i cant believe i said dat huhu...

but suddenly feel like goin back to dgun now...

wargh!!!

why my life recently gone so bad....

felt like gving up lar....

hopefully dat my life will be back to normal again!!!

really wanna smiles and laugh as i used to....

really wanna all d burden dissapeared....

really wanna b free....

expression!!!

erm shud i say im grateful
shud i say ALHAMDULILAH...
shud i say thank.....
shud i say arigatoooo....
shud i say merci...

Ermmmm dunnoe act how to xpress ma feeling...
felt totally exhausted dis sem....
felt totally miserable dis sem...
got hurt too much dis sem...
cried too much dis sem....
felt like an outcast dis sem...
felt stupid dis sem...

too much to bear...
too much conflicts...
too much pain...
too much suffered...
too much madness...
too much to condemn....
too much to confess...
too much to see..
too much to listen
too much to share...
erm juz too much to say...

but some hepy things did happened to me....
got new 'sibbliings' (J-C loves dis words ;p)
i got along,angah,alang n adik....
thyre wth me...
hehe...
thanks a lot for making up my days...
thanks for concerned bout me....
thanks for brigthen ma life....
thanks for being patient wth me...
thanks....
loves u guys...

HOPES!!!!
hoping dat i'll be back nex sem...
hoping dat i'll b like i used to be....
hoping dat i'll be good towards others...
hoping dat i'll b nice...
hoping dat i'll b tougher than before...
hoping dat there's no pain nex sem...
hoping dat all d shit dissapeared...
hoping dat ALLAH will bless me...
hoping dat ma life wll b good n fine...

LOVES...
had a crushed early dis sem....
10th january 09...
a date to remember...
he's too cute for me...
he's juz cute larr...
end up dis sem wthout xpressing my feeling....
'cinte dalm hati'
me n love?
haha too funny larrr...