pape la~~

"""diam a korg''
heeee~~
gettin used wth dat words lately
haha
omos al staffs kne da
hehe
juz 4 fun je.....
no heart feeling hopfully....
found a girl nme linda
ermmm
her styles most alike my along...
she's tall n big than me...
n oso garg....
hehe....
bt she's kind.....
luv u la dik;)
it's fun being good wth othrs
cuz dey treated us nicely in return
hehe...
we did jogs n aerobics tghther
at kompleks belia n sukan paroi
bt one ting dat scared me is
her styles of driving
OMG
klah schumi kot huhu
sgt2 lajuuuu......
huhu
bt deeps in my heart
really wana learns hw to drives kot hehe :P

goin to leaves hskp soon
very soon...
cap xcri lg ni haishhh~~~

herm~~~

wel last few days
did kol d lappy cntre....
dey said my lappy is done...
hve to pay RM250...
ermmm~~~
tryin to brrow sum money from my sis hehe
sooner o later i'll pay back ;P...
dowan to usik my money cuz
stil hve to pays for d rents
trnsports and fuds here in paroi....
ooo hopefully dat
my lappy i fully rcovered la~~
dowan to faces d sme matter again...
really wana starts typing my reports in mean time
prac.juz left few weeks to go..
afta 5th april im totally free
from dis 'life'....

~~~cant wait to leaves prac life~~~

mon mp3

noe my mp3
dat purple mp3
ermmmmm
faced poblem laaa~~~
aiyaaaaa....
life's wthout mp3
sooo damn sucks
gram3.....
it's been a year
been using dat mp3
n i love it so damn much huhuhu..
y now? y now??
adoiii...
so sicks ......

..................if i could say to 'u'~~~

gettin bored with dis hskp
cant wait to leaves it soon...
aiyooooooo......
''da la x bergaji...but dikerah bgaikan kuli'''
huuu~~~~
soooooooo sad hehe...
n sumtimes i dn even noe wat to do~~~
bcuz i stil dn get my schedule....
n wen we're juz lepaking
dat big aunty wil nags
hoho
like i care...
dats y im tryin hard to looks
for a job...
anytink la....
any tasks....
i did helps d maids
go here n go thre...
dowan to hears dat aunty
mmbebel hehe~~~
but quite fun lacan walking around...
bt sumtimes feel lke been used by them
wateve..
im goin to leaves dis ''life''
soon..very soon....

n bout u...lately
im oftenly 'trase'
wth u..
bt i kept silent n keep it to me....
cuz i noe it won tke frever
its goin to end soon....
y??it's all bout u...
bt girl
please minds ur words
cuz words might hurts......

wana go home huhu....
miss ma n ayah....
oso my lil sibs sume(^_^)

good girls go bad~~~

a songs by COBRA STARSHIP~~~
like d songs...
bt noe wat, i currently listening to
aerosmith
''i dont want to mis a thing''
yyy????
only u noe hehe~~~
gedik je;)
n more really into TAYLOR SWIFT songs
''two is better than one''
very2 nice n beautfull songs....
like dat songs damn much;)
n oso by LADY GAGA
''bad romance''
hehe....

wel nex month aka nex wik
goin to enter sports n recreation
ermmm im sooo eager bout it....
cant wait to leaves d hskp hehe
welll...
al d S&R staffs kind of friendly...
hopes goin to b easy 4 me soon..
hehe
bt al of them are guys
ermmm..~~~
dat uncle rama told me that
we hve to sapu d tenis courts evryday
huuu~~~
sunburn~~~
huhu
n afta dat juz stay in d opis...
he said can bring along lappy n on9
but my lappy is in icu huh!!!!
gram3....
wana try d flying fox,abseiling n lots more....
sure gonna b fun...
hopesfully gt d chnce b4 leaves
d place.....

lately being part of hoskeepink staffs
mke me jobless haha
dunnoe wat to do....
thse two days 'gtg royong'
clearing d stores
wahhhh soooo damn fulled wth dusts n rubbish....

later go jlan2....
n mostly lepak-ing in surau je;)
hehe~~~

okairiii seremban~~~

wel juz gt back from olidae kot....
long vacation...
sort of larrr~~~
did talkd wth my parents bout cont study....
my ayah said cont trus....
ermm cant say any la..insyaALLAH
my mom plak...say no to dungun
ermmmm...so wll b in shah alam la~~~
actually i quite neves wth new envronment
bt hopes goin to b juz fine...
am told me notink goin to happens la...dun wory....
he told me dat he's gon to cont december intake
orite besfren c u thre nty hehe....

frst day stats wokin...
lke was possessed by dat ''L''
soooo lazyyyyyy~~~~
erm kind of hates dat hskp plakkk
hehe
hates living thre under d ''garden''
i only loves d staffs je...
aida haha soo kiut la dat adik...
kak elly hehe...
very d very...


n more bout dat ''loceng guy''
ermmmm since dat olidae i din tex nytink to him...
dunnoe y bt his style doesnt suit me...
n he mke me uncmfrtable....
he loves staring at me
whch mke me annoyed....
he's nice guy bt....
he making bg mstakes
wen judging me....
he was expecting dat he noe evrytink bout me
bt he's totally wrong....
even my besties dd nt noe
evrytink bout me....
he's tryin sooo hard to impresd me...
wat d la~~~
he told me evrytink bout hs luxury lifestyle...
hell..like i cre...
he told me dat he aways lepak-ing at DOME
n aways shops at pavilion nnnn???
wat d prposed of telin me dat....
tryin to impressd me??ermmmm
sory im nt intrested...
my life's average....
even im not rich bt im hepy....

n more my intention is good
jz to mke frens
bt he was xpcting more than dat....
keeps sending me sms n colling me
whch most of d times i din even answers o reply
huhu~~~
sooooo i've dcided to end d ''rlationship''
i told him nt to sms o cntct me a'more...
sorry bt dats d bes solution i tink...
down him to put hopes n keep waitin 4 me~~~

oriteee~~~
nex2...
hee~~~

~~cant wait to go home~~

lasnite my mom kol
hehe
asking whter im coming home o not...
tot goin to srprised her
bt she kol plakkk
so cant lied
so juz told her la~~~
hehe
i miss her lots....
my mom asks me to cooks
pasta blognese
hehe yummy~~~
cooking time...
wait 4 me ''kak in'' goin to cook
(hopes stil rmmbred d recipes)
hehe...
dun wory im goin to cook
wahhh long time xmsok kitchen
hehe
coking time.....


wel argued wth my bestie
ain....~~~
erm sulking....
dunnoe la....
both dowan to mgalah...

nely kol me yestrday
hehe miss her soo much....

along,,,silent mode~~~

tikah~~
she lost our ''ball'' keychain
ermmm
goin to buy 4 her new one later....
she so sad~~~

d-san~~~
juz fine
keep updtes hs condition thre
his gf gettin skinny
he told me sooooo..
poor him...

am~~
very2 hard to cntct dis guy huhu
bt do sms-ing wth him jugak la...

peja~~
doin great i tink
n i hopes la.....

dats d fews peoples dat i keep sms-ing
during ds pctikal time..

~~DECISION~~

im taking off dis coming 14th til 18th february...
im goin back home....
goin to discuss over bout my study
either im goin to continue july intake
ooooo
december intake.....
really wana work frst
collects sum money before cont
degree~~~
hopes my mom n dad wil gves me d prmission
n let me wth my decision...
down to burdens them la~~
moreover my lil sibs stil in skewl
dey need mre than me...
i wanna helps my mom n dad to
rduces their burdens....
my sis warns me aredy
juz cont.ur study...
its easy 4 her bt
me???
i've tinks too much...
my mom??
my dad??
my sis in college??
my lil sibs in skewls??
al d expenses ermmmm...wat to do heh....

need to discuss wth my parents then
only i can proceeds wth my plan...
i did applied d upu forms
UUM....
o mybe uitm
soon wll noe huhu...

(--~)
~~wondering~~

''DEAR GOD''

ever heard dat song??
by avenged sevenfold....
erm dat song really reminds me of him...
haha~~~~
wat to do :P
im a freak haha....
wel wteve it is....
i juz like him hee~~~*blushing***
haha....
dis monink met baba at klana rsort
haha
dat guy wearing his RIZZLA shirt...
style a....
wth his bangles hehe....
n oso his bikes....
later lepak-ing wth him at
a&w sremban
wth amal n aida(hoskpink staff)
thnks 4 d treat mr.nizam;)
talking2 n laughing2 haha;)
quite releasing my tension laaa~~~
thnks ba;)
later go home.....

tmrow straight one week
7-3pm ~~~
5.30 am hve to wke up n gt ready
d resort van gonna pick up at 6...
few times gt lefted by dat anoying uncle..
damn~~~
he's rude la...i hate him....
i did d prayer frst
then he nagged at me...
damn!!!

even d indian uncle neve nagged at me...
he waitin patiently
nt like dat malay uncle ermmm....
very d kecohhhh!!!!

erm miss all my besties...
ain~~
along~~
tika~~~
nely~~
bam~~
ermmm oso all frens in Dungun~~~
cant wait to meets them soon...

(-_-)

~hoskepink department~

welll dis is my final month here~~~~~
so much fun bt lately gettin damn bored ~~
d s'vsor is really kind n he's kiut n he's married haha
all d staffs oso very friendly...
aida,k.elly,k.mai,ashraf,mentor hehe
i like my mentor so much..
very slumber n hepy go lucky~~
nex wik goin to b separted shft wth amal ermmm for 2 wikss...
al bcoz d 'klam kbot' EH ermmm..
she din even prpared our schedule....
damn it~~~
n treat us like d staffs...
wat d fish tolll~~~
n more EH is soooo BIAS...
she treated other trainee very nice n full wth
care aishh!!!!!
FAKING!!
k.elly teach me how to use d sewing machne haha
soo funny~~~
im really nervous.....
goin to cont d lessons tmrw
hehe

~loves Matter~

wel i cant really blieves it~~~
love matter bothering me erm~~~
soo not my prior yet
to tink bout dis huhu...
blieves me im not so ready to
gt a comtmnt wth a guy
oooohhh nooo~~~
myb we juz cn b frens
not more than that....
it's nt bcuz i dun like him juz im nt ready
n more at dis moment of truth
my hearts blong to smones else
smone dat ermmm
dowan to dscribes bout him hre:P
~~DANGER~~
haha
bck bout dat guy
ermm he's kind guy...
bt he's shorter than me hehe:P
watever~~
im juz nt ready k;)
juz sory 4 him....
(-_-)

~misery~

stil alives~~~

practical stil goin on.....

but all d fellows busy-ing

talking bout cont degree~~~

ohoooo~~~

wel i did applied.....

under UPU n oso UITM....

but~~~

dn really hve d heart to cont study~~~

bout d loan???aiyoooo...

tot goin to work frst la~~

mreover my lil siblings stil schooling n

surely need money 4 all d expense....

one of my bg sis now cont studying at

kolej komuniti selayang takinbg fashion

really hopesss she's gonna mke it til d end...

my dad juz a pensioner n my mom fultime housewife~~~

juz my along wokin

pity him hve too work hard for all his bro n sisters~~~

i love u soo much along;)

now i understnd y mom aways 'lebihkn' ALONG....

now i dun mind pon~~~

used to gt jealous hehe

he deserved it;)

erm myb i'll b workin for few mth be4

cont my degree~~~

dowan to tke loan a'more la~~~

it's goin to burden me some day.....

hopes n praying d lucks will b wth me

insyaALLAH(^_^)