SALAM RAMADHAN~~

salam ramadhan to all muslims on d earth ;)
a month full wth blessings ;)

my bff juz lost her dad on d 2nd day of fasting....
-al-fatihah-
for NUrul NaDIAH dad.....

sorrow sank deep inside me~~

haih....
my rommate aready move out....
hermm...
i dun feel rite...
im sad...yup so sad....
evrything in d room
rminds me of her...

duhh...
im not strong enough to face ds....
oso evrywhre i go pon..
rminds me of her...
how~~~

deep insde my heart..
haaa....
i miss her....

but fams comes frst....
prayin d bes 4 her n her fams....
dats d only i can do here...
keep on prayin n keep faith in ALLAH.....

really i feel deep lost....
i have to b strong...
i need time....
really plenty of time.....
to gt used wth it...
bt i juz dunoe til wen...
seems lke i cant~~~

;(

off to class~~

keep on prayin....

i'll keep on prayin...
i noe HE'll listens to my prayers~~~
juz wan things to b btter......

PAIN KILLER~~~

haaaa.....
pain killer....welll sooon gona kill me in silent
if i tke it oftenly~~~

it causes gstrik an stomach ulser~~
duhhh~~~

dowan to dpends on dat pontalon~~~

ermm...
i have to b more calm n
think wisely later....

cant get mad easily....
really have to cntrol my temp
n oso my emotions
so dat my headache cn b rduces~~~
hops sooo.....

avoids sunshine (candle prncess =P)
crwded places~~
oso noisy places.....
all dat wll cause mgrain..
o mybe im a bit pmperd?
heee...
dats d truth la...
i cant stand d hots weather....
n oso crowded places...
it makes me dizzy~~~
duhhh~~~

hops im goin to b juz fine....
---------> tetttt...

ABACUS......

grrrr...im gettin misery laaaa~~~
i cant memorize al d idntifier al d code
erghhh~~~
its hard to do so.....
bt i'll try n keep on tryin....
encode? decode?
haaaa~~~
all d items ......
i wish i have enough memory to fills all d data~~
heee...
iALLAH=)

im hoping n praying d best for ds semstr...
im hoping dat things are goin to b juz fine
IALLAH.....

wat la...

talkin bout bla...bla..bla...

juz b urself....

erghh,,,

i wsh i can b prfect for evyrone....

really hops i can be one...

but i noe...

no one's prfect....

haaaa~~~~

gettin dizzy lokin at ds thing...

daaa~~

things gona b diff......

ok..im not wel...
dats not my poin hre...
huh....

i hate chnges...
siyesly...
im freak in adapting nw "chnges"
duh...

wat if dat ting really hppen?

hows im goin to b fine?
things are not goin to b d same a'more...

no "u" wl care bout me..
no "u' wil mad o argue wth me...
i hve no "u", to b annoy...
i hve no "u" to gt sulking wth...
eating wth?
walking wth?
lepaking wth?
hahaha wth?
no "u" to tease wth?
no "u" to pray tghter?
erm....

duhhh..
im a freak...
were close...
yes it does effecting me...
surely...its effecting me...

duhh i wish i can be heartless
like i used to be bfore...
so dat i wil nt b as ds sad...
huuu~~~ T-T

bt i cant....
ALLAH bless me...
gves me strength...
really need dat...~~~

juz hopes things gona b juz fine ...
amin..:')