sem break!!!!

sem break?
wat shud i dooooo...

sem break?
whre shud i goooo...

sem break?
how im goin too spend it.....

sem break?
goin to miss them?

sem break?
all bout family....

sem break?
all bout earning money......

sem break?
out of frens.....

sem break?
out from dgun environment....

sem break?
it's bout wat?

serves u right!!!!

went to seri dgun dis monink...
thought dat goin to tke my muet...
but failed....
too many peoples on d line....
hah...
juz gave up n return back to college..
on my way back...
d snior books send me an sms...
askin for d money...
damn...
i dun hve enough amt...
i asks from my along last nite..
he said goin to bank in bt dunnoe wen...
i hve to paid 15o to her....
totally out of money lar...
again need to use money for my laptop repairing...
then money for tckect...
im totally hopeless now...
she's too pushy..
hate it!!!
no consideration at all...
im not a rich prson...
im really wooried bout my fudcost ppr now...
d 'repeat' word again cross my mind...
huhu...
(!_!)

KP 132 2009

we had dinner together last 4th may... at seri molek restaurant... ermmm... last sem oso we had our room dinner at d same place but.... wth diff rommtes... last sem wth apai but dis sem wth new junior... really miss apai... want u back ;p back to our dinner la.... we wlked tghtr to d hotel... unfortunately... d hotel have funtions to sttle so.... we have to waits for a moment before can entering d restaurant... so we decded to snap some pictures hehe... it's pictures time....


ok2 done with snapping pctures now eating time....

ermmm...
two of my rmmates ate chick.chop dat nite...
erm anthr one ate oxtail soup wth white rice...
me?
ermmmm i ate...
french fries wth tartar sauce,chili sauce n oso smbl blacn sauce
hehehe ;p
and i ate spaghetti bolognese
as for d dessrts...
i ate 'ice cream' goreng...
was about to but blueberry cheesecake...
huhuhu but dun hve lar...
dat nite juz left n.york cheesecke kot...
nt sure lar ;p

gve me a break!!!

last nite cant really close my eyes...
i was bout to sleep
suddenly received an sms from
'KP'dinner....
he was askin bout postmotem...
i was juz like damn..
why asked me??
he can even come out wth his dcision...
erm really mad at dat time...
cuz i really dowan to tink bout dat ting...
to others once d dinner done
they done too..
bt not for me..
d post motem ting still bothering me...
ysterday wen to see mr S...
ermmm...he oso cant dcides...
OMG....
felt sory to my 'PR' fren
she need to tinks bout dis damn ting too...
sory to say but 'KP' doesnt helps a lot...
he juz like passing all to us...
o gve me a break..
really wanna free from all of these stuffs..
one more...
d dcoration fren send me an sms
at 2.30 am...
askin bout whre shud he placed all d dcorations stuffs...
y asks me?
asks d kp larrr...
im getting really sick of these tings...
y dun u juz drectly call d lects and asks them...
y asks me?
i dunnoe how to answer him...
juz ignored his mssge...
soryy...
gomen...
now need to tink bout my fudcost ppr...
really dun hve d heart to study...
miserable...
damn...
i told my bsfren that i felt like goin to quit study
im sick of study stuff...
she nagged at me huhu...
cant wait for d sem break....
really wanna get free from
dgun envrnment...

lay down...

im sooo done with study now....

dun feel like seeing o reading any notes ..

damn i hate dis part of me...

LAZYNESS...

act... my mood destroyed few day ago...

why?

my laptop is d major factor....

dunnoe why but its really affecting me ok...

damn.. im not ok!!!!

wen to have lunch at kafe kreatif

wth along of course...

met some frens thre...

ok2..

back to my laptop la....

i called azaz dungun dis noon...

askin whtr my lptop is done o not...

a female staff answer then she passed me to

another female staff...

im not even done my words wth her

she passed me to a men staff...

damn!!!

they rude!!

dat men said to me dat they need

to format my laptop...

FORMAT!!!once again...

i was juz like ...damn why?

i was asking him why?

but dat damn staff couldnt answered me..

i juz cut d line thre...

i was too mad...

on my way back to college...

i juz kept silent...

im totally damn mad dat time...

stop by at d koop...

went in n bought ice cream n chocolate...

my mind was totally miserable dat time...

i lay back on my chair n turn on my mp3...

it'takes almost one hour i sit thre...

dunnoe wat to do..

LOST!!!

told my bsfren bout dat...

she's too pstve...

she said dat ebrytink goin to b fine...

then i send mssge to my other fren...

later feel sleepy...

then one of my fren come...

she told me bout lot of stories...

i juz keep listens to her..

even im too sleppy dat time...

she told me bout her bf,

bout her fam.

bout her sster...

and even bout her niece..

hehe....

damn..

i cant even focus stdying now...

damn want my laptop back...

din tell my parents bout it ; p

juz told my ssters only....

i sent 3 sms to my frens...

neither one of them are replying me...

damn...

juz throw ur phone lar...

my words getting harsh lately..

hate myself recently....

i've changed a lot...

even my bsfren at KL noticed that; P

im in pain...

sumtimes i do feel like thrwing all of my frens

but i cant...

cuz i'll b nobody wthout them...

do feel hurt... juz dunnoe

how to xpress my emotion...

dun even noe hw to shares wth them..

really hate myself....

why?

went out dis monink....
to dungun town to sent my laptop..
once again my laptop broke down...
damn!!!
really destroyed my mood...
why?
in d middle of exam week...
totally destroyed my study mood...
really need my laptop huhu...
it really depressing me...
then...along got mad wth me huhu...
i went out alone...
juz go around dungun walk..
dunnoe whre to go...
dungun too bored...
nt much place to go..
so went to smat cc looking for gifts for my roomates...
failed....
so i went to anther shops...
finally got it..
i bought 4 red keychain...and oso a hair clips for along hehe...
told my sster bout my laptop...
she nagged at me huhu (!_!)

SHUD I ?????

erm juz done wth MKT paper.....

but dun really have

d confident in scoring dat paper...

bcuz?

ermmm..i havent

covered all d chpters...

d lazyness

surrounded me for few days...

promised my self to get up

early in the morning to

study but failed to do so...

huhu...

quite worried ;(

but no use regretting now...

but do felt guilty...

i am too lazyyyyyyyy .....

felt baddddddd.....