hadoiiii

its time 4 class..

class n class

n class (^^~)

beautiful mess

im wrong..im d one to blame...

im not aware...

i aways condemn others

but truth is

my attitude oso doesnt

so prfect..

shame on me...

wel im no good...

but please dun leave me

i aways said dat i dun need u

but dat so untruth...

sorry 4 my chnged...

i cant say dat im not hepy...

im hepy but deep inside

no one really understnds

its btween me n ALLH s.w.t....

wel im gud in making faces

n creating laughs

hah juz 4 hiding my real emotion

but do admits sumtimes

im moody al d time...

blame me....

my emotion so unprdctable guys..

sory cuz u guys to faced it...

oh ok...

u hopes me to b hepy wthout u....

easy 4 u to say....

it goin to b d death end 4 me..

im so not dat strong...

hepy wthout my bestie...

wat d fish!!!

im so not doin it....

wel if u saw me laughing o joking around...

doesnt mean dat im hepy wth dat...

im lil mis faking...

after read ur mssage.....

yeah d tears burst...

hurt,,,so damnly hurt...

but u wont noe o realise it...

evry words u say

tmes wll cure d pain

but d scar wll last frever...

dowan to gves up in frenship...

cuz its goin to turn me back

into my dark life

lke my past.....

really dowan dat..

guide me...

dun leave me wth all d mstakes

reminds me...

testing..

MISTAKES...

people aways mke mstakes rite....
stil rmember my teacher quote
'once u err ur human'
but y doin a mstakes dat u uself
can avoids...
u shud tink thousnd times bout
it fdback...
but u lose ur rational cuz
of ur impatient self...
but smtime...
as a human...
we did forget n creless we only tinks bout having fun...
enjoy n enjoying ourself...
juz b aware wth every steps we tke
n each words we goin to say
o evrytink we goin to do
tinks bout the crcumstnces...
tink bout d pain o cure...
dun simply blame others...
look at ourself frst
then only we can begin
condemng others...
but do trust me he
''NO ONE'S BORN PRFECTLY''
me maself oso got my own dark secrets
im no good...
but from times to times
im trying to b gud..
try to gves respects n we will gain it back...
b snstve to other condition...
finds suit stuation before
making fun on sumtink...
TINKS B4 ACT!!!!!

wanna get free kick?

aiyaaa..
feel lke kicking sumones ass rite now...
why la aways bothering me...
damn!!!!
go away..go away..
shoo..shoo..shoo...

in d middle of assignments n seeking 4.....

day 8 in fasting month..
alhmdulilah :)
im hre stil in dungun...
most of my bestie going home...
manje,nely,bam.....
act.dun really cre snce i hve my rummtes huhu....
but did miss them la...
n tikah thanks 4 compny me most of d times :)
my other bestie,dunnoe la...
she's gettin so bz lately....
thought of vsitting her room but
dun hve d strngths huhu...
hard to xplained why la...
so its btter if im stayin in my room...
feel lke going out ALONE....
but whre to go
wel im in DUNGUN....
lmited places to go :P

assignmnts waitin...
etr....dun hve d moods to continuing doing it...
etr assgnmnet SUSPENDED 4 a while :P
gomen ne CEO...
hah like i care hehe....
juz need to finds my mood back then i'll cont back...
nex EVENT report....
lost d rquirements la...
so i juz makin it fllowed my instinct haha
mke it into my own frmat
surely Pn Ai going to fire me hehe...
i'll check wth others soon
b4 i submits it la...

wel one of my bestie keep on forcing me to
go home...
but please..
i hates being forced ok...
i'll go home if i feel lke to...
so until dat it's btter
for u keep silent before
i losing my patient level
cuz u goin to b sorry n hurts
n i'll hates myself cuz hurting ur feelink...
juz let me wth my decsions k..
im not a lil kiddo dat needs u to tellin
me wat to do..
i can mke up my own dcisions...
sory but..let me b me...
i luv u juz stops forcing me...
its mkes me uncmfrtable...