feels like being used.....

wel its alright.....
i'd rather die than saying its over.....
sigh.....
i guess that evryting goin to be juz fine.....
i've been holding 4 too long....
till i cant hold a'more...
but i hve to...
its hard to letting go...
really hard...
im nt strong enough....
i'll go wth t flow....
idk untill when...
but i promised myself that i'll b patiently
go through all this...
with o without u noticing it...
(=

meeting session ^_^ hotel system

this is t first lucky group i guess ;) from L-R : Diana, iznur,dhiya, kak nadiah, ain, fariza and kelly...thnks guys..all of u did a really good job ^_^

this is the 2nd group with their GM syafiq, tiqah(yellow), L-R : cikjah,bella,kak fizah,nora and nabilah....

the last grup...t hunks wth one n only lil tiny secretary sarah khadijah

L-R :(sit) khai + hadi, (stand) haris,haziq,hafiz,adzim n haikal... 

all of you looks gojes and hndsome in this corporate attire ^_^

applaus to us HM2206B (2012)

i just adore her voices ^_^

ADELE.......SET FIRE TO THE RAIN ^_^

penang......

haaaa this is penang remarkable item hahaha =P
i've been there for one fine day.....
my bus from klang sentral at 9.00 in t morning....
i arrved at butterworth station at 4p.m.....
t meeting wth t hR manager was arnd 5pm...
done wth work...
loitering arnd pcific mall which hve nothing =P haha...
then back to butterworth st...
bought ticket home...at 11pm...
went to jetty..we took ferry to t land(frst time on ferry) so sad....
i mean to padang kota 4 eating ;)
ermmm
char kuey teow RM8....heuheueheu....
with big size of prawns (i dn eat them)
kerang bakar(frgot t price) + pasembor (RM17)
all been paid by my tour guide =P
later we went surround the land....
queensbay,jerejak,t factory -_-" haih....
auto city....shop in t park....
erm...quite boring....
limited time fr any other places...
wel t intention is fr doin work so its okay...
bus at 11pm...home...home...
arrved at klang sentral at 5 in t morning....
exhausted.....
insyaALLAH i'll b there again...for holiday mybe not a day trip..hehe...

lie..lying..lied...

being lied....been fooled....
which part of its sounds nice.....
learning hw to build again trusts is nt
easy as to crush it....
its killing deep inside...
t fragile heart wil cry over n over...
t pain is juz thre...n always thre....
fake a smile then face t world...
acting lyk noting hppned...
wen i was bout to forget...
its hppned again...
in a glimpse....
makin fun of my friendship....
there's a reason o reasons of my existnce..
i can stil sit next to u n smiles...laughing...
bt u wil never noe how my heart really broke wen im wth u..
~.~''
just dont lie....if u nt good enuff in lying...
i noe things better...
i listens more....
if u dun really need me o want me...
tell me....
i'll walk away...
i'll...i'll...
i dun really noe o hve t idea about t future....
juz for once...
i wana be happy....=') plz...

this is MELAKA!!!!! ^_^

again...melaka.....

ds time....juz 4 of us....

n ofcoz for doin assignment.....

"sustainable tourism"

i just wanna be happy....cant i??

did u ever feel alone....
im not afraid bein alone...
i just hate t lonely feelink.....


its hard 4 ppl to really undrstnd me...
i just miss smeone dt really care n understand bout me...


idk whether im a gud fren or not....
bt
evrytime....most of t time...wenver a fren needs me...
i'll b thre....
thru laughters n tears....
i just dowan them to feel alone....


i smiles evry each tym with them....
even sumtym i annoyed n making faces...
blieves me dats only wen im tired o im sad...


i used to say "im good"
"im fine"
"i dun mind"
bt actually i do mind.....
herm...
im a human afterall....
our needs....same...


i wish i was born wth strong heart...
really strong heart....
sadly im not...
i owned a fragile heart...really fragile...
i do stupids things...
i follwed my emotion...

all because...im just tired bein me....
hates me i dserved it....
its so hard for anther confession...
i'll keep to myself...
iALLAH forever....=')


just b happy guys.....
i noe some of u just need me 4 sumtink....n 
just rmmber me wen things happnd....
for a reason o smtym reasons....
its okay... =) ain wl aways thre 4 u guys....
im used wth it..
really....
i've learnt dat its keep going..going and going...
*smiles.......