i just wanna be happy....cant i??

did u ever feel alone....
im not afraid bein alone...
i just hate t lonely feelink.....


its hard 4 ppl to really undrstnd me...
i just miss smeone dt really care n understand bout me...


idk whether im a gud fren or not....
bt
evrytime....most of t time...wenver a fren needs me...
i'll b thre....
thru laughters n tears....
i just dowan them to feel alone....


i smiles evry each tym with them....
even sumtym i annoyed n making faces...
blieves me dats only wen im tired o im sad...


i used to say "im good"
"im fine"
"i dun mind"
bt actually i do mind.....
herm...
im a human afterall....
our needs....same...


i wish i was born wth strong heart...
really strong heart....
sadly im not...
i owned a fragile heart...really fragile...
i do stupids things...
i follwed my emotion...

all because...im just tired bein me....
hates me i dserved it....
its so hard for anther confession...
i'll keep to myself...
iALLAH forever....=')


just b happy guys.....
i noe some of u just need me 4 sumtink....n 
just rmmber me wen things happnd....
for a reason o smtym reasons....
its okay... =) ain wl aways thre 4 u guys....
im used wth it..
really....
i've learnt dat its keep going..going and going...
*smiles.......