its not over.....

i wish to have evrything on my wsihing lists *keepwishing....

one week after done wth my degree....

im stil home...jobless..heeeee

so hard to make a dcision....

too many things to be consider....

too many things to b think about...

really wanna do smthing fr my fams...

really...

im nt like lucky persons otthre...

who get anythng dt dey want easily...

with all t siblings that mostly stil stdying...

heuheueheu....

i really wana cont study ..

dowan to think bout seeking job...

but wenever i think of cont study...

it was like im burdening my parent again -_-"

yeah..

we wil nt always gt wat we want....

i dowan to be so slfsh....

c'mon ain...this life aint bout u..

its about evrybody...ur parent...ur siblings...

put them as priority...

find a job 4 them..

4 btter life....

dont repeat what already hppnd...

chnge it!!!

u noe urself.....

b strong....

really 4 t fmily....

im ready 4 travelling...

living all by myself..

out there...

iALLAH...if there's any chnce after this 

i'll go fr it....

i'll b like t hops of t fmily....

haih...

its hard ae...

t respnsibilities as t elder....

i hops dt im strong enuff to face t world...

t reality....

i hops dt i hve enuff time to proud my parent...

hmmm...hmmm..hmmmm....