to whom it may concern -_-"

one day you're going to miss her chasing you....
you're going to miss her annoyingness....
and...
you're going to miss how much she cared...

SALAM RAMADHAN to ALL MUSLIMS ^_^

its not over.....

i wish to have evrything on my wsihing lists *keepwishing....

one week after done wth my degree....

im stil home...jobless..heeeee

so hard to make a dcision....

too many things to be consider....

too many things to b think about...

really wanna do smthing fr my fams...

really...

im nt like lucky persons otthre...

who get anythng dt dey want easily...

with all t siblings that mostly stil stdying...

heuheueheu....

i really wana cont study ..

dowan to think bout seeking job...

but wenever i think of cont study...

it was like im burdening my parent again -_-"

yeah..

we wil nt always gt wat we want....

i dowan to be so slfsh....

c'mon ain...this life aint bout u..

its about evrybody...ur parent...ur siblings...

put them as priority...

find a job 4 them..

4 btter life....

dont repeat what already hppnd...

chnge it!!!

u noe urself.....

b strong....

really 4 t fmily....

im ready 4 travelling...

living all by myself..

out there...

iALLAH...if there's any chnce after this 

i'll go fr it....

i'll b like t hops of t fmily....

haih...

its hard ae...

t respnsibilities as t elder....

i hops dt im strong enuff to face t world...

t reality....

i hops dt i hve enuff time to proud my parent...

hmmm...hmmm..hmmmm....

i'd rather see u happy than telling thngs dt gona hurts u

i dunoe either im bein selfish o dowan u to gt hurt...

but all i can do is keep praying...

heard too many things.....

too many... from others...

my trustable sources....

i wish dat i can juz tel u evrything...

it's hurt n killing me insde

noe u've been treated n cheated dt way...

but im scared by telling u evrything...

and watching ur sad face...dat's gona b

more hurting me....

so im keepin it..

if u happy dat way...

keep bein happy then..

its a syhhhhhhh....

 

memories.....i'll b missing u guys...really....

wen t time is here

its been two years....
my degree's life...
2 years with thousand memories...
too many things happnd....
too many things to keep with...


2years change me lots....
yeah lots.....


keep telin my self i'll b fine....
"u'll be fine"
keep faith....
faith in?? 
sigh....


no matter wat's going to hppn nex in my life..
i'll bring all t memories n pain along...
nevertheless i'll nver regret any moments
with u..u..u.. and u...


far away....far away....
maybe we will b like strngers soon...
t feeling of unwanted always wth me..
i'll be fine..
i'll be ready fr any unexpected o expcted things ^_^...


live t life to the fullest....
guys....
be happy 
be smbody...
be smone who worth to fght fr...
dn let smone treat u like rubbish...throw u wenever they dowan
n at a momnt pick u back ~.~
be wise..
be mature enough to "read" n "understand" life...
we're nt t same....
bckground...lifestyles..attitudes....
learnt from others point of view...
this life ain't always bout u....
be aware cause smtym
t others sees more than wat u noe...
yeah...
truth is pain..
bt live with it.....
b strong....


#cancer....i hate t feeling of rejection BUT i learn to live with it.... =')


I'LL BE FINE!!!I PROMISE ^_^

red shoes!!!!!

uncertainty

stil thinking.....

always....

i think i deserve btter...

erm who know...

i wish i have t courage to tel u...

haih...

all i wanted is u....

nah...

wel dont hve to b so slfish...

i'll b fine ;')

t hardest thing to do is walkaway....

pretndng lke i dn really care...

its hard..really killin  me insde...

acting lyk dunoe you?? haih its like killing u

wth my own hands....

whch is t last ting on earth i would do...

i'd rather kil myself dulu kot..

learning that..

we wil not always get wt we want....

i noe dat i'll be like forever alone..sigh..

wel i chose ds way of life...

ds is t price i hve to pay...

~.~"

 frevr alone?

hw bad its gona be?

ermm....

erm....live fr t presnt dear...

b fine 4 t present...

apprciate all....

b happy 4 t present...

b thnkful....

its gona be t best memories...

letting go of smthing nt bcuz of i've had enough...

its just i noe i dn worth enuff...

so hard to walkaway...

walkaway,,,,

i let smone b my priority even i noe im jus an option to them..

this is life...

my chosen life....

-_-"

 

t cake....its mine ^_^

MY CAKE (28TH JUNE 2012) THNKS TO U GUYS...

 

the sisters

they're fun...

they're crazy...

they're hillarious...

they're annoying...

heee no matter wat..they're stil t best...

heee i loves my sibs..

j'aime mes soeurs ^_^

NEW PETER PARKER!!! U AMAZED ME ^_^

he's awesome...

t new Peter Parker really awesome...

im amazed... ^_^ 

he's full wit emotions....

he's cute...

he's cool...

haih...i juz like him..

t movie was great...

really...

ANDREW GARFIELD....u juz awesome as SPIDERMAN  ^_^