stressed OUT!!!!!

well its juz beginning....

darn..but im getting stressed out...

ds few days....

ergh....

cant tink...

i might look kool otside...

but acts. im not at all....

huu......

imma lil bit coward,,,huu...

heee....

at home i used to sleeps wth all my sis around....

hre...

i hve to sleep alone...

erm...

all d ghost stories n some freaking n spooky memories...

was like haunting me at nite...

erm...

i put AL-QURAN nex to me...

so dat i feel secure n safe ;)

i rcites ayat kursi evrytime b4 go to bed....

n more...

studying whout...having a lptop...

erm kinda miserable too...

im getting over strssed wen tink bout it....

ouh...I NEED A LAPPY....

erm...

d chrge of using cc her quite xpnsive...

1HR/2.50

n if i hve to spend 2-4 hr pr day...

fuhh... at the end of d smester...

im totally broke!!!

broke ain!!!!

grrr....

my saving i hopes enough...

but wen think back bout the spending erm....

RENT??

WATER &ELCTRICITY?

FUDS?

TRNSPORTS?

BOOKS?

other x-tra bills??

n

DRIVING LICENSE....

fufufufu~~

i really hve to lmits d expenditure of mine...

really hops i can do it...

i do some saving nw...

each day RM1....

heeee..... ;)

i noe its not much but i tink its gone b usefull soon...

iALLAH....

ma...im gona b alright n juz fine...

IALLAH ;)

if im not...surely im gona kol u ;)

im gud...

i'll keep it to maself frst until i cant then only...

i kol u 4 advices n toping-up strength heee...

haaa.....

i pomis dat im goin to b strong ds sem...

but i strted ds sem w tears jugak =P

gomen ne~

fuh....

i hoppes gona b fine...

im stil adapting how to live here in PUNCAK ALAM....

guys sory if my acting sumtimes annoyed all of u...

sory im stil nt gettin used living tghther....

but i'll try...

i'll keep trying ok ;)

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