ALLAH menguji umatNYA setimpal dengan kemampuan mereka utk mghadapinya...

IT'S OKAY...IT'S FINE......
ALHAMDULILAH....
YA ALLAH....PLEASE BLESS MY FAMILY....
;')
KEEP US AWAY FROM THOSE HARMS....
amin.....

اُللّهٌمَّ إِنِّي أعُوذُ بِكَ مِنْ عَذَابِ الْقَبْرِ، وَمِنْ عَذَابِ جَهَنَّمَ، وَمِنْ فِتْنَةِ الْمَحْيَا وَ الْمَمَاتِ، وَمِنْ شَرِّ فِتْنَةِ الْمَسِيحِ الْدَّجَّالِ

Maksud: Ya Allah, Sesungguhnya aku berlindung kepada-Mu daripada seksaan kubur, seksa neraka Jahannam, fitnah kehidupan dan setelah mati serta dari kejahatan fitnah Almasih Dajjal.(3)

too hard to b true....

nah silly me rite...
stil keep t faith w me....
i just dunoe hw to hates..
i cared too much....
wen i tink dt im totally ready...
t tears dropping on my cheek
proven IM NOT!!!!!

i might b t strong among others....
haaa physcally.....
bt innerly im not...indeed...
i easily cry...
easily gt hurt...
but sriusly i noe...
no one cares!!!!!
haaaaaaa....

til nw i still cry in my sleep....
silently ;)
keepin smthing dt nt really awsome...
to myslf...
n keep teling my self...
i'll b fine....
those were LIES!!!
i lied to myslf
almost evryday ;)

if it doesnt kil u it mkes u stronger...
nah...i feels weak day by day...
sriusly....im no longer my self....
a cold hearted prson...

NO ONE CARES.....

bear in mind ;')

my choc cheese cake.......muahahhahaha

this is my cake...my cheese cake......

choc cheese cke w hershey's + choc rice topping....

Lies......

deep in my heart..

i jus wana b  happy...

i jus wan to be secure.....

i jus wana b fine.....

thre's a time o times....

we mke mistakes.....

im human...

yeap i did....

once we call it as mstakes...

but wen keep doin it...

i chose dat to b dt way...... -_-"

telling myself dat i'll b fine....

blerghhh -_-"

things might gt worsennnn....

heuheuheu...

i'll b ready bt how....

life's geting harder...

i need job...

then thinkng of leaving...

pasport frst.....

im old enuff to mke my own dcision...

bt am i ready?? hmmmmm....

i wish u t best n hapiness....

really...

=')

to whom it may concern -_-"

one day you're going to miss her chasing you....
you're going to miss her annoyingness....
and...
you're going to miss how much she cared...

SALAM RAMADHAN to ALL MUSLIMS ^_^

its not over.....

i wish to have evrything on my wsihing lists *keepwishing....

one week after done wth my degree....

im stil home...jobless..heeeee

so hard to make a dcision....

too many things to be consider....

too many things to b think about...

really wanna do smthing fr my fams...

really...

im nt like lucky persons otthre...

who get anythng dt dey want easily...

with all t siblings that mostly stil stdying...

heuheueheu....

i really wana cont study ..

dowan to think bout seeking job...

but wenever i think of cont study...

it was like im burdening my parent again -_-"

yeah..

we wil nt always gt wat we want....

i dowan to be so slfsh....

c'mon ain...this life aint bout u..

its about evrybody...ur parent...ur siblings...

put them as priority...

find a job 4 them..

4 btter life....

dont repeat what already hppnd...

chnge it!!!

u noe urself.....

b strong....

really 4 t fmily....

im ready 4 travelling...

living all by myself..

out there...

iALLAH...if there's any chnce after this 

i'll go fr it....

i'll b like t hops of t fmily....

haih...

its hard ae...

t respnsibilities as t elder....

i hops dt im strong enuff to face t world...

t reality....

i hops dt i hve enuff time to proud my parent...

hmmm...hmmm..hmmmm....