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black rose....

mish t old gud times....

wondering....
i've been wondering....
stil wondering.....
nt sure whter i tke d right way.....
o vice versa.....

i looked bck into t inbox....
haaaa....
its "pain"
juz "pain"

broke all d mirror....
dowan to see pain....
life's walking shadow....

i broke 2 cups las day....
sliced my fingers....
i saw blood...

it's aint pain at all...
its all in heart...
juz in heart......

~jar of heart~
christina perri....
wat a song...
my fav song 4 ds year....

tests & presentations arnd d corner....
im doin notink...
NOTHING!!!
im NILL bout everything....
fine...
wise man said.....
life's unfair....

i mke ting hard...
im complicated...
(-__-)

~dishechanted playing in my head~

nt qualified!!!!

so unwell....
so nt cool...
so nt fine....
frst time ever in my life's...
im nt qualified o pass 4 donating blood...
='(

quite depressing...
d nurse said...
d iron in my blood nt enuff...
ermm...

i've been waiting omos 4 one year
to donates...
but wen hve d chnces...
ermm...
health stops me!!!

aishh... ;(

speak no evil,see no evil, hear no evil...

envy me........
i've to learn to curse sometimes...
i can learn...
but dats wasnt me... 
dat wasnt my style...
 

im not an angle in making...
im not a statue..
im not a wax monument....
im not...
im just me...
aint perfect....

cursed me i'll gt hurt...
hit me i'll gt hurt...
i'll cry wen in pain...
al wat hppend...
i juz hopes dat at t end of d day..
i awke n its juz my "nightmare"
my perfect nghtmre...

world aint so prfect....

d aftrlife is waiting thre...

shudn't regret over sumtink...

juz i aint prfect n aint strong enuff to protect....

nt enough....

words might hurts...

yes it does hurts...

i stil cn smiles bt in awkwrdly...

i stil can talks bt in silent...

i stil can see beyond...

evry sngle things dt hppned...

open my eyes...

and proven.....

I AIN'T PERFECT....

IM JUZ A SLAVES TO ALLAH S.W.T.

IM A SINNER....

IM BAD GIRL...

wat makes a GIRLs!!!! (^_^)

• Girls are not a very deep thinker, they are observant. A smart guy can make them believe of anything by telling lies.

• Don't share secrets with the girls. They are chatter box and always tell your secrets to its friends.

• Girls don't like the guys who reacting too nice to them.

• They don't like the guys who trying to convince them to like them

• Some girls laughed at all the jokes. People think that she is sexier, but it's not. These girls are dumb. The girl who laughs at your genuinely funny jokes is good to make a relationship. These types of girls can be found on the internet or any novelty stores.

• It's a famous statement that "A woman never forgets her first love". The girls who get breakup are of two types. One are those who want to take their boyfriend back and again want to involve in him and the second one are those who make new friends and tried to forget the guy.

• There are some girls who just care about their career. These girls are so mean. They always stay connected with intelligent guys. These look like they are jolly, but instead they are looking for some help.