herm~~

these days feel like notink je~~

smtimes hepy

somtimes not

pefrrd staying at wrkplace rather than home

(wat i mean hre is my rent house)

out from hme at 6am~~

cme bck to hme?

ystrday at 7pm~~

tday quite lmbt

myb at 11 pm kot~~

dunnoe~~

hah miss home~~

a.panas~~

really wana b home nw~~

lepak-ing wth my parent n al d sibs~~

my nurse said ''sabr je xlme j lag"

yup~~

easy 4 u to say bt

if u were in my shoes??~~

im juz human...

gt felink n im nt monument~~

its really chllnge my ptient lvel~~

i tnk cn kne heart attck~~

myb my blood prssure is gettin high da ni~~

headache la

wen tinks too much n

nt enough sleeps~~

at opis lately hve to ngadp desktop

typing some stuffs

about safety aids weee~~

welllll...

dunnoe la~~

juz can tink~~

miss u :")

arghhhh!!!!APEKAH!!!!

lately dun really hve d heart

to go home a.k.a ''rent house"

dunnoe la bt hr attitude sgt myakitkn~~~

she cn hve soooo much cnverstion wth new hsmate

bt wth us??

totally out of voices~~~

she's making faces~~~

n rfused tlking wth us~~

stil clear in my mind

wen i was sttng at d eating tble (only frnitre kot)

i was facing her face...

try to talks

ermmm she ignores me lke dat~~

then comes d new hosmate

can talks2 n laugh2 wth her~~~

ooooooooooo wat d~~

dat time i feel soooo damn~~~

then anothr grl arrives~~

her frens la~~~

three of them keep talking to each others

ignoring me~~~

like im nt thre~~

soooo sentapppppp dat time wooo~~~

i dunnoe whre my mstake o if the's any

pleaseee la b honest~~

dun act lke chldish

n more both of u are teacher~~~

is it matured acting lke dat???

ermmmm~~~

GOD~~

cant waits to leaves hre ASAP~~~~

arghhh!!!!

time passess by~~~

GOMEN ne OniKiiiii~~

aiyarrkkkk~~~

pomis to my sis dowan to asks

money frm my parent

BT~~~

weeeehuuhuu~~

ds noOn

''acdentally''

tex to thm askin 4 money

4paying d house rent

~~

sory sis hve tooooo~~

i noe u need money too

sooo dowan to burdning u lg~~

huuuu~~~

weuhhhweeeuhh~~~

wel lasnite ngadu to along~~~

fuhhhhhh~~~

directly kne fireeeeeeee~~~~

booommmmm~~~

uishhhh...

erkkk :P

sentapppppp 4 a moment la~~~

whole nite

i've been thnking

wat she hve told me~~

n yeah..

she is soooo dam true bout me~~~

truth is pain bt

i hve to accepts it~~~

thnks along cz

wke me up~~`

once u gt d truth

u gt hurts

bt im gud n i feels kinda

apprciates her cuz

she understnds myself

more than i do~~

weeee~~

thnks :)

DIZZY~~~

sorry~~

whre shud i begin?

o whre shud i stat~~

wel i dunnoe

jz lately im kinda keep

complainng bout my life..

hates d envrnment n everythng surrounds me

n im kinda easily piss off~~

sory~~

myb i hve to topup

my patient level ~~~

shud b more closed to ALLAH~~~

bt seyesly really dowan to b lke dis

juz wana b me,,

like i used to b~~

wooo~~

im easy goin pson bt

wen ppl mstretd me

dats really gona

piss me off~~

miss my ma n ayah

oso my sibs :')