in d middle of....

lately geetin busy wth lots of tasks ....
soooooo damn fenatttt....
assgnments...tests....
n dinner stuffs...
aiyooo....
im editing few pics for pat5 montaj...
actually im not willing pon huhu...
bt whle editing thse pics...
wahhhhhhh..
those mmories cme bck to life
hehe
sad...hepy...
all in one....
but most thanks to D-san la....
arigato ne:)
frens..frens...frens...
notink much la...
juz i love u... :)

y is dat soooo.....

i dunnoe whre to begin....
life gettin worst...
ok...
last nite metink bout CS ws held
at karah10...
i've told d-san earlier dat im not goin....
bt he did few times
psuades me...
n i juz dowan to feel guilty
n dats y i cme...
n oso it cuz of my carry mark too....
n i dunnoe y i rgretted so much
for attending dat metink!!!
mybe im still in d mood of frustrating dats
y i said soooo....
damn!!!
i was early dat nite...
metink shud b starts a 8.30pm
then dragged to 8.50pm...
no one is stnding to lead d metink....
n i've told dat our grup only send
d reprsentative but i mnged to
psuades othres to come...
bout d others grup...
wasnt all of them were thre...
n i was like...
wat de....
damn i was piss off....

then i stnd up n starts lead d metink....
im not supposed to do dat act...
but no one's stnding to lead d metink....
y dun u guys lead d metink
since u guys dat too eager n xcited bout d metink!!!!
i stood up...
i dunnoe whre i gt d strength..
i faced dis stuation b4...
i noe im not strong...
but dat nite i mnaged to cntrolled my emotion...
i lead d metink n
thre was no sncerity in my heart dat time!!!
all of them were bsying chatting hre n thre...
wel kind of sucks...
im talking to d wind?
to d dust mybe...
y showed me faces....
i f u guys nt so stssfy wth dat...
y dun u guys lead....
d coopertaion...
i knew it goin to hppened
dats is y i dowan to attends d metink
again..
i bcame d NKP...
seyes i dowan toooo
i stil can hold my tears dat time....
bt wen i heard voices dat not really
stssfy wth my NKP status...
i walked away...
i need my bestie dat tme...
my tears burst inside...

y? if u guys wan it...
grabbed it la...
me either dun need it...
im totally sad
so damn sad n felt lke a dumb...
stnding infront all of them...
jz imagine if im not in d metink...
who's goin to lead d metink...
i regretted so much la...
y dey treated me lke dat....
wel sory to oppa...
im not wllingly actually
pick u s d S/U
but d stuation
sorrry....gomen ne....

guys showed some respects..
if u were stnding at my plce
las nite...
u goin to b really pssed off..
bt ALHAMDULILAH...
i turned my anger into smiles
(no sncerity)
i try to jokes around...
damn..i hate metink!!!
i hate those peoples...
i hate it...
wanna b lke i used to b...
cold wth ebryones..
live in my ownworld...
wanna be heartless
wanna b rude to others...
but i noe i cant...

que sera sera...
wat wil b wil b.....
ap yg trjadi
trjadila.....

~~~

afta raya olidae...

okairiiiii...
back to dungun... by bus s usual....
ermmm..back to dungun...
assgnmnts waitin....
tests waitin....
DEPRESSION!!!!
haiyakkkk......
more..
presentation....
CS talk plak....
aiyooo......
all stuffs mke me miserable oooooooo....
frens?
juz fine....
dey gud :)
thnks guys :D

SLAMAT HARI RAYA....

wel 20092009 raya time... lets view some of my raya pics....

18th September 2009

is d date....
comin back to KL
for eid....
goin home with tika n along...
bus on time dats great....
wat sucks is...
our seat in d bus...
all sparately...damn!!!!
i seat alone till reached KL
tika sit wth along....
on d bus read mssage from sumone...
then burst into tears...
damn...
arrved at Gmbang stop
prform solah n cont journey...
called ayah to pick me up...
act pick my luggage je hehe...
it's raining huhu
introduced apek n ecah to tika n along....
accmpany along till her sis arrved...
hug n kisses den separates...
break pur fast at mcd....
yummy....
later sent tika to KTM station....
then our journey begin...
me,ecah,apek n jaja....
went to sogo...
aiya met some old frens thre...
hehe
then move to JLN TAR...
soooo damn packed wth ppl
huhu
we were moving lke penguin haha
done wth shopink.....
called ayah to pick up...
wel its aready 1 am...
no bus no LRT o wt so eve la kn...
kene bebel jap huhu
arrved home..
need to pack up plak yela nk blek kg plak
huhu fenattttt~

BERBUKE BERSAME2....

wel break our fast toghter hehe.. wel dis time is special bcuz... we break our fast toghtr wth en.fazli musa@en.dd haha so much fun la.. n he was so sporting n funny mlot bley than gak dye tu hehe... here some snaps we ate at BaLai BEsar tomyam... our total prices for eating thre around RM 400++ h but despite d pricela cuz we have so much fun and its prceless
orite guys here some snaps oso while break our fast at
GADONG...
it's our time...
and it could b d last for us...
really goin to miss d moment huhu

090909

wel guys 090909 a date to b rmmbr
wats u been doin?
any special ocassions
o sumting crazy?
sumting dat u not gonna forget?
erm....
wel my day begin wth class
at 9am event class til 10am
later class at 11-12 maketing...
afta class,few snaps with classmate
wel not all of them la...
juz a few of them...



12-2pm sleep in d room
hehe
later at 230 pm
went to library with manje....
stay thre till 4.30pm...
then moves to bazar with manje n tikah along....
tex along bt she refused..
hah ok...
then go to kafe...
tkah bought some fuds hre...
i bought few kuih(4 returning pnkish tperware)
hehe...

later turn back at library...
left our umbrella thre...
aiyooo...
on d way back from librry...
manje gve out suggstion...
y don we lepaking at pntai snce it stil early kan...
at pntai we did some sketch haha...
so much fun...
n only both of us:D

we having such a gud time hehe
later go back to kapas...
went upstairs met along...
gave her a small petite beg
d one i bought from kuantn
n oso some kuih 4 them hehe
she said she like d bag...
hopefully la...
hehe
later met d-san, lend him d brdband...
then hve a such bored n9...
xdpt on9 huhu
on d sme date
my bfsren ain.
caught a flu...
poor her...