BANJIR2!!!!! MERU....

rougeP -_- "

it so aint perfect....
dis is me during study weeks...
ergh...
during examination weeks....
i am soooo "WEEEEAKKKKKK"
sriously i cant really focus o stand still 4 studying...
i cant really stay up late...
ermmm....
sleeping tke place...
aiyooo....
lots of thing happnd b4 exam weeks....
fews ppl dat close to me cleared bout wt hppnd....
i've faced too many barriers...
too many problems...
too many confusals....
too many heartbroken....
too many pain...
too many...too many....
i aint soo pfrect to be patient enuff...
i aint soo prfect to not cursing....
imperfect...i am...
J.E.R.K.
i cant study....
out thre....
selling fish...
i noe i aint soo prfect....
i am nt prfect....
i noe....
b fair....
b fair...
b fair....
lives t life's....
t real life....
its aint u...
its aint only u...
thre're stil others....
humans!!!living humans!!!
dont!!!
dont!!!!
i need a bucket of attitude dwn hre....
keep me alives DEAR GOD!!!!
(-_-")

nice -_-

I Turn To You lyrics
Songwriters: Warren, Diane;

When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way, when I'm scared losing ground
When my world is going crazy you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield, from the storm for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again
I can do anything 'cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend you're always on my side
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/christina-aguilera-lyrics/i-turn-to-you-lyrics.html ]
Giving me faith taking me through the night

For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong and for the will to carry on
For everything you do I turn to you yeah

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change for someone to lean on
But for a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to oh I turn to you

For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

kaoru.....WEDNESDAY IS MINE ^_^

EASE ME PLZ!!!!

IRRITATING....
I HATES DS PART....
PART WEN I CANT STUDY...
IM RUSHING HRE N THRE,,,
STTLING THIS N THAT....
OH GOD....
PLZ EASE ME...
IM BEGGING T-T
DS STUATION KILLIN ME...
I DN SLEEP...
EAT RARELY...
@#$%^&^%

sriously im in pain..
lots of pain...
haaaa...
unspoken pain....
dats d hardest pain...
d others studying...
bt i dn hve d spirits....
i dn get d force...
stil searching d calm side...
stil wondering..
y do i do that....
i gt 3 attck in a day..
darn...
its worsen...
d mdcine beg...
hve to aways by mysde...
evn nt heping totally... =(

im lokin 4ward 4 sumtink...
4 sum mracles to hppens...
really hopes...
some confusal hppnd in d repot...
ermm... -_-"
keep going rougep
go...go...go...
i tink i really need
softball nw..
really wana hits sumtink.....
im not okay!!!!
daijobou ja nai!!!!