thunderstorm

thunder..thunder..thunder...

im scared of it....

i cant even stands alone when hear d sounds

o even watch it...

im scared...

wen it rains...

sometimes d rains comes tghtr wth t thunder...

during dat..

i'll extremely keep silent n sit at one place...

stil rmmber...

wen i was wth my frens...

we went out 4 dinner...

while waiting d fuds...

suddnly rain drops...

ok fine..

then d thunder starts...

flash here n thre....

OMG!!!

i keep silent n sit je...

sriously im scared..

haaa....

my frens wanted to go through d rains...

erghhh..

im scared...

totally...

dun mind if im wet but i juz cant bear d thunder....

T-T

she said to me

"don worry i hold u bck"

then we're both running lke hell

through d rain tghter..

haaa...

im glad dat we're safely arrived to our rooms..

thnks bsfren ;)

and now...

i aways keep praying dt i will nt b lefted

alone during thunder...

i'll cry under my blanket surely...

im childish rite ;(

i am...

but what cn i do,,,

no one's perfect rite =P

better sleep....

better sleeep needed 4 better day,,,,

better sleep needed 4 better mood,,,

better sleep needed 4 gud health....

better sleep needed 4 gud body activities......

better sleep needed 4 improvements....

sleep to me...

needed....cause...

wen sleep i don really tink bout nytink...

i sleep wen im sad....

i sleep wen im nt in d mood...

i sleep wen im in stress...

i sleep wen i dowan to tink....

sleep is d cure....

fortunately....

lately...

i refused to sleep....

i saw ting while sleeping....

its my hapiness bt it hurts at d sme time....

even its juz a dream...

a part of me happy....

i sleep in tears....

d tears accompany me.....

so guys....sleep 4 benefits ur body...

sleeps as long its does nt put u into any harm...

im wondering

too many confusion statements....

too many confession....

too many hearts hurts.....

too many words taken....

too many blamed...

too many pain...

MISUNDERSTOOD!!!

UNDERESTIMATED!!!

blieves me i hate chnges....

im nt bold enough to create new starts.....

need time...

we need time...

spaces....

both side hurts too much...

no one really noe.....

i feel d diff....

i can feel it evry day....

evrywhre...

at any time.....

juz need times.....

~x.o.x.o~

-_-"

bukan diriku...

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Meski hatiku menyayangimu
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Dan hanyalah dirimu
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Yang dapat mengerti aku

Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang lama menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku

black rose....

mish t old gud times....

wondering....
i've been wondering....
stil wondering.....
nt sure whter i tke d right way.....
o vice versa.....

i looked bck into t inbox....
haaaa....
its "pain"
juz "pain"

broke all d mirror....
dowan to see pain....
life's walking shadow....

i broke 2 cups las day....
sliced my fingers....
i saw blood...

it's aint pain at all...
its all in heart...
juz in heart......

~jar of heart~
christina perri....
wat a song...
my fav song 4 ds year....

tests & presentations arnd d corner....
im doin notink...
NOTHING!!!
im NILL bout everything....
fine...
wise man said.....
life's unfair....

i mke ting hard...
im complicated...
(-__-)

~dishechanted playing in my head~