too hard to b true....

nah silly me rite...
stil keep t faith w me....
i just dunoe hw to hates..
i cared too much....
wen i tink dt im totally ready...
t tears dropping on my cheek
proven IM NOT!!!!!

i might b t strong among others....
haaa physcally.....
bt innerly im not...indeed...
i easily cry...
easily gt hurt...
but sriusly i noe...
no one cares!!!!!
haaaaaaa....

til nw i still cry in my sleep....
silently ;)
keepin smthing dt nt really awsome...
to myslf...
n keep teling my self...
i'll b fine....
those were LIES!!!
i lied to myslf
almost evryday ;)

if it doesnt kil u it mkes u stronger...
nah...i feels weak day by day...
sriusly....im no longer my self....
a cold hearted prson...

NO ONE CARES.....

bear in mind ;')

my choc cheese cake.......muahahhahaha

this is my cake...my cheese cake......

choc cheese cke w hershey's + choc rice topping....

Lies......

deep in my heart..

i jus wana b  happy...

i jus wan to be secure.....

i jus wana b fine.....

thre's a time o times....

we mke mistakes.....

im human...

yeap i did....

once we call it as mstakes...

but wen keep doin it...

i chose dat to b dt way...... -_-"

telling myself dat i'll b fine....

blerghhh -_-"

things might gt worsennnn....

heuheuheu...

i'll b ready bt how....

life's geting harder...

i need job...

then thinkng of leaving...

pasport frst.....

im old enuff to mke my own dcision...

bt am i ready?? hmmmmm....

i wish u t best n hapiness....

really...

=')